Simplicity at its best ;)

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

number one in my wish list!

The ultra-quiet atmosphere at home rite now is so gonna kill me....slowly and softly..... o_O

Ok, enough of posting photos of myself....kinda sien of taking pics of myself already.....hahaha.

Listening to Perfect 10 rite now.....nice..nice....guess i'll have to mug sociology with Perfect 10 by my side later....hehe. It's so freaking hot rite now....urgh...what kind of bloody weather is this, can anybody tell me ?!?!

Had mee hoon kueh at pelangi just now...yum yum...dunno why mummy said that she doesn't really like the mee hoon kueh there already...hmm...i wonder why....and oh yah, finally bought myself an alarm clock at pelangi just now....got 20% discount some more.....wahahaha...

I'm so gonna drive myself crazy..... HOT WEATHER + SIEN + NO MOOD TO MUG + TOO QUIET........ can't wait to go out tomorrow nite for dinner....hehe.....

Surfing friendster again....like to peep into other people's profiles...dunno for what....too kaypo already... >.<>.<

"It's getting hot in here... So hot!!! So take off all your clothes...!! "

behind the bookmark is my socio book...

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

springy...delicious..yummy...

eating maggi mee while reading sociology...

my ultra thick blue bible!!

was actually mugging sociology..=P

me, me and me...just trying out the collage.=P

my beloved tiger!

BLOODY HOT WEATHER....!!

Spent my afternoon alone at home...mummy went to work.....oh yah, today i realised something...i realised that eating maggi mee in the air-cond room will lift up my mood for no particular reason...i feel happy eating maggi mee in the air-cond room! *grins*

Another thing that i've just discovered today...Cherry tomatoes can actually make me happy!! Sounds ridiculous huh? Well... i guess i was too bored at home.... that's why i was seeking ways to make myself happier...=)

Today is tuesday...5 more days to go...before my parents drag me back to my beloved hostel...5 more days for me to savour every moment of being at home.... 5 more days for me to indulge in mum's delicious cooking...5 more days for me to abuse the unlimited usage of the broadband at home...5 more days for me to spend quality time with papa, mummy and jen...got cold war going on between jen and me rite now.... 5 more days for me to enjoy studying or sleeping in the air-cond room... 5 more days for me to do everything i want and wish to do.... sigh.... time flies....TOO FAST... 5 more days will be gone just like that.....

Rite now, i wish that i have some magic power or magic dust....or even a magic wand presented by the Fairy Godmother. If only Harry Potter was a friend of mine.......if only....

Enough of all those wishful thinkings..... better get back to reality now before my mind drifts any further away..... time for me to splash warm water on my face using the shower head in the bathroom to wake myself up....to remind myself once again that this is the real world...no magic can help me...not even the magic wand or Harry Potter....... only ME, MYSELF and I......

Sunday, April 24, 2005

ARGH. I'm depressed. I'm freaking myself out. I'm feeling hopeless. I feel dead. All negative thoughts are floating around my head. No positive thoughts within me rite now. NONE AT ALL. It's tough to hang on...it's tough to go thru my current phase of life. STRESS + TENSION + ALL SORTS OF PRESSURE.

Can't control my emotions last nite...to the extent that i broke down. i cried. A LOT. To the extent that my dad found out that i'm crying alone. I was whining to him... how stressful i am rite now...blah blah blah... and i even blamed my parents for not caring enough for me. What a childish though that was, rite? SIGH. When a person is emotionally and mentally weak or unstable, he or she will tend to exaggerate things. My dad was consoling me...comforting me with encouraging words while stroking my back. My mum though... i dunno why... din really console me like what my dad did. Suddenly, it made me realised that my mum wasn't the one who is close to my heart... somehow, there's some distance within us although we seemed to be close outside. Maybe she's getting older...maybe i'm thinking too much...maybe i'm getting older too...maybe i'm sensitive when it comes to this... SIGH.

Anyway, no matter what happens, i'll always bear in mind that my parents are always there for me. Poured out my emotions last nite to them. I felt better. But still, my mood is gloomy rite now. Went out for lunch with my family just now....lunch was nice though. Whenever i feel stressed or not-so-good inside, i'll let go my tears... it's unbearable. Tears will make me feel more human again. To remind me that human beings are after all... VULNERABLE.

Gonna continue figuring out the econs questions after posting this. Guess i don't have much fate with econs. That's the saddest part of learning econs i guess. Anyhow, i'll make sure that my fate with econs will coincide and merge on the actual exam day itself....

Sometimes, it's good to let go ur tears once in a while...it's unhealthy to hold back your tears when you think that you really need to cry........ It's time for me to go back to reality now........but trust me, reality hurts. A LOT.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

hmm.... i feel like blogging now...but then again, i've got absolutely nothing to blog. NOTHING. let me see..... oh yes, singapore is gonna build TWO casinos on their little island. yes people, there will be TWO casinos in future..IN s'pore itself. This issue is something related to economics... as we can see, s'pore is a mixed economic system where there's a certain degree of government intervention. From an economic point of view *clears throat* , the social benefits (private + external benefits) are much higher than the social costs. That is why they are carrying on with the major project. S'pore is really a typical capitalist society as they only focus on getting profits... to attract tourists in order to boost up their tourism industry... besides setting up casinos, they will also build other tourist attraction such as hotels, shopping centres, theme parks, and so on.... their so-called 'Integrated Resorts' (IR).

ok...me dun have any comments over here... too much of law stuff in my brain now....heck, and i can still think about econs.... haha.... crazy already... tomorrow's a public holiday in Malaysia but until now i still dunno what's the occasion yet...hehe..will check the calendar later anyway... went to the bank just now.... coz mummy wanna send some money over to my sis in US... din know can send money to US thru the banks in M'sia...hehe...how advance our technology is nowadays...hehe.

my baby got his blog already...blogspot.com ...same like mine! hehe... =) well, i wonder why it's so natural and easy for me to type out for word 'baby' online...but however, in real life, whenever i call him 'baby'...i think it's funny.... how ironic rite? gee... baby, baby, baby.... heheheehe.... =P

tiger's waiting for me to bring him out for his daily evening walks... actually...is just to bring him out to let go his 'digested food' ( read : shit ). k, that's not funny at all... i feel so cold suddenly....brggrrr.....

Monday, April 18, 2005

LIFE SUCKS nowadays...

Another monday morning........arrrggghh.... *dreamy look*

woke up at 8 something today...ate breakfast...a bowl of miso soup and some fried sausages.... read the papers....came online...my econs lecturer finally sent me the answers for the past year questions (oh great).... chatted with my sis for a while....and now...currently blogging here.

Got a new handphone. Nokia 3220. Yeah...clown phone indeed...well, i think it's kinda unique..AND special. HEE. The only thing i dislike about it is the colour..coz it's in RED...oh gosh...what a colour. i'm not into red colour u see..hmm...gonna change the cover sooner or later...that is..if i can step out from the house of coz....haiz...

Mum kinda scolded me just now...coz she saw the phone bill...and knows that i've called his (my boo) handphone for more than one hour. She warned me not to phone to ppl's handphones for too long coz it's ex....k...i know that....haiz.....

Another mugging day for me...which i'm so not looking forward to....NO CHOICE, my dear Yina!! Life's like this!! oh no...not again....

Gotta mug effectively today...i really must. Gotta mug harder...and harder...and harder...time waits for no man....especially for a slave to books like me....i'm forever chasing after time...haiz....what a challenge...and some more have to put up with all kinds of pressure, tension, stress..... oh god.... i bet even God cannot help me now...coz God only help those who help themselves... In other words, only i'm the only person who can help myself out.... hai.....

wouldn't wanna waste anymore time already.....coz it's the most anticipated time for me....--> Mugging Time! ( ya rite.... )

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Yesterday...All my troubles seemed to go away...
Yup...becoz yesterday was a GREAT day...enjoyed myself a lot! The paragraphs below are how i've spent my whole yesterday...

Morning...

Woke up at 10am. supposed to wake up at 7.30am actually. *slaps own cheek..... piaaaaakkk* Went to Giant with mum at 10.30am...din even drink a cup of milo. Drank a few mililitres of plain water only. Yup, that was my breakfast.

Noon...

Came back from Giant. Reached home at 12.30pm. San San rang me up, said she's reaching my house in 10 minutes time. What the....... SO FAST?!?! Fine....i quickly helped my mum to take all the things out from the car. Quickly changed. And then...the next thing i heard was ..." Beep!!! Beep!!!" Lovely. That was San San in the car, waiting for me to hop in.

Afternoon...

Went to city square with san san. Accompanied her to komtar, level 13 coz she wanna get some info on gasing. Went to this so-called Pusat Kesenian at komtar. The office block at komtar was kinda creepy...i think it's becoz that time was lunch time..that's why no ppl around. After that, had lunch. *yup..finally..nearly starved to death* Had lunch at this Tang Tea House in CS, cyberzone area. Both of us ordered a very big bowl of not-so-healthy-but-delicious noodles ( read: instant noodles). Went to buy kayyin's birthday present. Bought a ShinChan soft toy for her. =) After that, shopped around city square. She bought a mp3 CD and forgot to take. LOL. BLUR. =P I bought my Clearasil 3-in-1 Deep Cleansing Facial Wash from Watson. Oh yah, i've applied for this Bliss Card at CS already...hehe. Got lots of discounts. Oh ya, i bought a bag (again!!) for myself!! yipee!! it's those furry furry type of bag...san san bought the same design with me...except that mine is a sling bag.. *winks* Tired of walking around, we sat down at Roibo's to drink bubble tea...hehe. i miss drinking bubble tea in JB...=) i had champagne grape pearl tea for a change, coz san san was sick of me ordering red pearl tea everytime, haha!

Evening...

After picking her sis from omega tuition centre, san san sent me home. Reached home around 5 something. Took a bath (din bathe for the whole day...gee). Then read the papers for a while. Fed tiger, took him out for a walk...and then picked my bro up from mr chua's house. On the way back, i went to the nearest petshop to buy some deworm pills for tiger. Gotta deworm the dog once in a while...for health purposes. 5 bucks each for a pill...expensive.

Late evening...

Mum prepared western food for dinner! hurray! me and my bro ate beef steak...yummy! dad din eat...he gotta attend some meeting outside. Mum fried some chicken parts...yum yum! Dinner was great. *all smiles*

Night time...

Kay yin reached my house at 8.30pm. then i drove us to lavender bistro...=) Siew wern was already standing there, waiting for us...hehe. Me and siew wern had our dinner at home already, so only kayyin was the one eating there...me and siew wern just ordered a drink each. One of our ex-primary classmate,Jing Kai was working there as a waiter...was happy to see him though,hehe. My second time meeting him at lavender already..haha. He's going to NUS to pursue a degree in E&E Engineering. Wow...wish him all da best...=) Kayyin paid for our drinks at lavender...well, she insisted to pay...thanks a lot, birthday girl!!! will treat u the next time k?

Later at night...

Drove them back to my house. Chatted until 11.30pm...then mum sent siew wern back home. and kayyin's dad came to pick her up. I was damn tired at that time already. My eyes were kinda red...so brushed teeth and changed into my pyjamas. Slept at the tatami room last nite. Couldn't really sleep last nite, dunno why. Really miss those good old days. Really miss those times i had with them. Good and bad times. Ahhhh... It's such a blessing to have such good friends in my life. I thank God for them. Going out with them really lifted my spirits...my mood...felt alive once again....

Then again, on a heavier note, i felt damn guilty at the same time...went out the whole day without touching the books at all. ISssshhh... that's why i HAVE to make up for yesterday by mugging DAMN hard today... mugging is an on-going process, there's no end to it...i can't stop..i can only move on...

It's great to laugh, joke, crap and chat like nobody's business at lavender last nite with the two crazy women... i love them...yes i do! a lot! hehe...everyone did change a bit...but somehow, they're still the same deep inside...

time to INDULGE in my law notes..... oh great...

Friday, April 15, 2005

Heck...it's 12.21am right now...and i'm sitting in front of this monitor, listening to my favourite radio station (perfect 10 rocks!), blogging (duh!), and chatting with yu chii and wei jian. Sick of mugging liao...so i'm here. i'm not supposed to be here right now....but....i'm not sleepy yet and i dun wanna continue mugging...... o_O

today was a boring day....VERY boring in fact. Woke up at 9.30am...had breakfast, read the papers...then started mugging law. mummy went out with her frens....her usual gang....they went to zon for shopping....left me and my bro at home....my bro was having a headache, so he took a nap...left me alone....stoning and mugging and slacking at the same time. but i still remember what i've studied today...hehe. Mummy bought Johnson Baby's Shampoo for me at my request, muahahaha. I wanna bring it to my hostel to use....i miss the smell u see...hehehe...reminded me of my younger days when i was still a baby...hehe. i used that shampoo when i'm young u see....that's why i wanna re-live my younger days...muahaha.

sigh, i feel like a prisoner nowadays...hmm....

one of my favourite songs is on air now.... 'Superman' by Five for Fighting.... =) ahhhh.....leaves me at peace whenever i hear this song...=) the lyrics are meaningful...agree?

Just now, Father Peter from SHC (Sacred Heart Cathedral) came to our house to bless our house and our family... a special moment i would say...although i find it a bit funny....hehe. Yeah, a different kind of experience..having a priest saying prayers and sprinkling holy water on all of us in our house....So now, our house is blessed by the priest in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit....and yup, all of us received god's blessings as well...... =)

Time for me to close my eyes now.....time for me to go to LaLa Land..... time for me to indulge in my ever-changing dreams..... time for me to restore my energy..... Zzzzzzz.... Zzzzzz.....

hopefully tomorrow will be a better, less-boring day........

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Been mugging econs lately....for three consecutive days...gee....it's hard to imagine eh? well...the effect of constantly mugging econs is like this : imagine that you have to eat kangkung for three consecutive days for all your meals........ hard to imagine, isn't it? yup...that's what i'm feeling right now...... bleh....

Currently mugging law....gotta put econs at one side first....seeing the word "ECONOMICS" can actually make me feel giddy..... o_O

Chatting with my baby right now.... miss him a lot right now....how i wish i can meet him though...but then again, we just met each other on monday morning...yeah...just two days ago only and i'm missing him like crazy now......aww.

time flies...20 more days to my AS trials.....and 37 more days to my actual AS exams......Oh my god...

nothing interesting or exciting things happened in my life recently....everyday is the same to me...since all i have to do is to mug, mug AND mug. that's why...my blogs are getting shorter day by day....is that true? hmm......

it's boring over here at home......dun feel like blogging anymore.... buhbye.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Recap about yesterday :

Went to my boo's house. hehe. supposed to be going swimming with him...but tiara club was closed...and rjcc's pool was too filthy for us to dip in. So...went to my baby's house to chill out instead. hehe. He burned the Taufik Blessings CD for me...and the whole series of Desperate Housewives !! Thanks baby! muacks!

My mum has been nagging at me since the day i came back...hai....now i noticed that her favourite phrase is :"I think there's something wrong with u..." which is always referring to me of coz...o_O She said i've been sleeping way too much at home already..... (where got?!) oh man...i'm just plain tired, that's all...or maybe i'm trying to escape myself from reality? gee... i'm so gonna be stranded and grounded at home... that's the perfect situation i should be in right now anyway....since my exams are approaching....

mum's waiting for me to go to the Bank rite now...gonna bathe now then...hai...i'm just TOO lazy to move out from this chair....what a lazy pig am i....sometimes i just couldn't stand this lazy attitude of mine, isssh! STOP BEING LAZY, YINA........buck up!

something to share :

The airport can be a boring and a nice place to hang out...depends on who's with you at that time...airport is a place where sadness and joy coincide...a place where ppl meet their loved ones....a place where ppl gotta part with their loved ones....sad tears and happy tears are everywhere in the airport...ppl exchanging all kinds of hugs...bear hug, lovers hug, friends hug, parents hug, and so on. somehow, everyone has certain unforgettable memories in the airport...yea, somehow though.

was 'stranded' in klia few days back...spent about 5 hours there...wandering around like hungry ghost. =P Was quite an experience though, hehe. Saw many ppl parting with their loved ones at the international departure hall...and saw many ppl welcoming their loved ones back home at the international arrival hall...how ironic rite? and finally it was time for me to board my plane back to good old jb...=) it's the famous budget airline - Airasia.... coz for common folks like me, i can't afford to take expensive flights...so yeah, better than taking train or bus anyway...gotta thank my lucky stars that i can still afford to take a flight back home...

dum dee dum dee dum........ciao!

Monday, April 11, 2005

Ahhhh....what a beautiful Monday morning....=) yes, it's a MONDAY!!

haha....first time in my life that i think monday morning is beautiful...=P well, woke up at 6 something in the morning today...coz i wanna send jen to school...my mum was worried about me...she thinks i'm BLUR all the time u see...that's why she came along and sat inside the car. haiz. at least it's good, coz it's been ages since i last touch the steering wheel...hehe.

feeling good now...dunno y. it's the start of my semester break-cum-study break. yeah, gotta mug hard hard..gotta pia. everything gotta do more...academically. Back at home once again makes me feel good again...=) guess home is always the best place to be on earth... will always miss home wherever i'll be...there's nothing better like home....

plan to buy a new handphone. Nokia 3220. got all the features that i want...some more it's not too expensive...i have my own budget, mind you. got colour screen, got radio, got integrated VGA camera, got USB port where u can transfer photos/songs/ to/from your computer, polyphonic ringing tones, and blah blah blah...the list goes on... yeah, i've decided...and i want it! wahaha...

currently using the latest version of MSN messenger - MSN 7 !! Wei Jian sent it to me yesterday... got a new feature...where you can let others know what music you're listening to...cool huh? and yeah, i'm listening to True by Ryan Cabrera right now..=)

the papers are waiting for me to read them...guess i better move my lazy butt...recently i've discovered that i have more and more lazybones!! omg! better get moving, yina!! stop dreaming!!

i'll be b

Thursday, April 7, 2005

Gee...i'm supposed to be in bed right now since it's already 1.45am, mind you...and i'm still facing this freaking monitor...YIKES. i'm sure my mum will yell at me if i were at home right now. it's thursday morning now by the way...and yes, i just need to sleep here for ONE more nite...and *tah dah* home sweet home...here i come!

been in a good mood recently though...dunno why...until now still can't find out the reason...haha..ok lar...one thing i'm happy is becoz that i'm going back home...which is VERY soon!! and one more thing is becoz i get to spend my 3-weeks semester break at home...although it's more like a study break for me this time....but i'm happy...at least i'm able to study at home comfortably....=) and yes...hopefully it will produce good results in the end...hehehe.

hopefully everyone around me will be in a good mood too...hehehe...it's good to feel good all the time...at least...gotta feel good most of the time rite? =) *winks*

finished writing out the outlines for the law essays (oct/nov 2004 AS paper). luckily i had smith & keenan's with me...hehe...coz my uncle brought back all my books for me already....oh yah, i forgot to thank him.... *oops* THANKS UNCLE!! =D dun think he'll read my blog coz he doesn't even know this website.... *tsk tsk*

gee...it's approaching 2am rite now....suddenly reminds me of a song..... "2am...and the rain...is falling...here we are...at the crossroad once again..." --> ONLY LOVE by Trademark.... =) i've got a good memory, rite? =P

had our last sociology class for this semester today...the lecturer was kinda lecturing us....yeah...we appeared kinda half dead in class today....for no reasons i guess...maybe it's the weather...or maybe it's the aircon...too cold already. he was like asking us why are we not motivated to strive harder...blah blah blah...fine, i think he expected too much from us already... well, he gave us his personal hp number and personal email address.... Great. will either phone him or email him when i have doubts on sociology during the semester break when i'm at home... hehe. good idea.

la la la....i think i better go and brush my teeth now...late already. and washed my cup coz just had a cup of milo.... hehe. =) kk...will blog when i'm back in jb again i guess...gonna put up a song in my blog...can't stand it here...too quiet already.....

dum dee dum dee......

Monday, April 4, 2005

World mourns Pope..."John Paul II the Great"

yeah, a sad piece of news indeed. Our beloved Pope John Paul II passed away peacefully at the age of 84. I guess God must have better plans for one of His most faithful servants. God must have wanted the Pope back to him...after serving mankind for so many years. Although i'm a non-baptised catholic and a regular church-goer, i do feel sad over the death of Pope coz the Pope has done a lot for mankind....A LOT. He has contributed most of his lifetime serving mankind, to promote peace and to make this world a better place to live in.

So...would like to pay a tribute to the Pope in my blog...

May the Pope rest in peace in His presence...May the Pope continue to rise to heaven...to judge the living and the dead....

Last but not least, may the Pope be blessed in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit....

Amen.

Sunday, April 3, 2005

Had a great day today. Went to midvalley with mr. yee, our beloved econs lecturer, and 2 of my classmates (Audrey and Angeline) and the semester 1 a-level students...haha. Enjoyed myself there. Watched 'White Noise'. Mr. Yee subsidized RM6 for each movie ticket. =D Had shakey's pizza for lunch after the movie. Mr. Yee's treat! Hurray! haha... it's nice to be chatting with mr. yee over lunch this afternoon at midvalley....an unforgettable experience...will not forget the outing today....=)

Bought a maroon colour pencil case with pink stars all over it...it's made of velvet kinda material....NICE!!! hehehehe....din spend a lot today...broke record...haha.

very tired.....1.20am already...need to sleep....din mug for friday and saturday..which means...tomorrow must do serious mugging!! no computer! try not to online!!

Friday, April 1, 2005

hehe...just finished my socio test this week....2nd socio exam already....phew..... mr. callistus is gonna mark our papers VERY strictly.....yikes....hopefully i won't do so badly like the last test...*keeping my fingers crossed*

yay! going to midvalley megamall tomorrow with audrey and angeline coz the rest of the class don't feel like going....well...the peeps in my class aren't very sporting anyway... and yeah..the purpose of we going to midvalley is because our econs lecturer 'encouraged' us to go! haha! yeah, it's true...me no kidding here! he said : " let's have an informal econs class at the shopping mall this saturday, which is tomorrow... " i was like : "wow...first time in history to be having an econs class at a shopping mall....cool!" besides the 3 of us (me, audrey and angeline), some 1st semester A-level students will go with us as well...hehe. and our beloved econs lecturer, mr yee will bring us all for a movie tomorrow!! some more gonna treat us lunch!! haha! sounds more like an outing a.k.a gathering rather than having econs class at midvalley rite? hehe...i'm so gonna love it...hahaha. suddenly i think that econs is QUITE interesting.......=P (just becoz we have the chance to go midvalley with our lecturer....hahaha)

woke up before 7am this morning...saw an sms from kayyin....felt sad after that...wanted to continue sleeping but couldn't get myself to sleep after reading her sms.......hai.....she told me that she's very very very very sad...becoz she got an offer from a uni in US already but the problem is that she gotta report to the uni by end of april (this month!) .... so bloody fast! omg.... i'm so gonna miss her like hell....really really.... hai....i'm so gonna spend more time hanging out with her during my coming semester break... it's awful to know that someone who is very close to u...someone who is one of ur best buddies is gonna leave u.... awww... she couldn't bear to leave m'sia as well.... i guess i can understand how she feels right now.... kayyin, u gotta be strong...you're always strong to me.....=)

no mood to blog already...coz my baby is talking on the phone with me rite now......hehe....=)