Monday, September 13, 2004

after a LONG long time...

Hey there...i'm back to blogging again...guess what...in my previous blog, i said that i'm kinda addicted to this thingy rite...haha...who knows...3 or 4 days later, i'm sick of it already....yikes! I changed my mind damn fast rite? hahaha...anyway, i'm quite free now, that's why i wanna type something here...just to enter a new post, that's all.

talking about free time..i'm not really THAT free lar...i got homework to do as well...but i din bring back my law textbook and the very thick sociology textbook...tomorrow (monday) is a holiday for me...known as college replacement holiday. Until now, i still dunno why tomorrow is a holiday..but what the heck rite...as long as there's holiday for me, i'm already satisfied with it...hehehe...=)

I will go back to my hostel tomorrow to finish up my homework...got a law essay for me to write...and gotta study for sociology on social stratification...it seems that there's a test for us on wednesday (sociology i mean), if i'm not mistaken. Been relaxing too much during the weekends already coz i'm at home mar...hahaha...=P

Anyway, it's real nice to come back home once again...although it's like...less than 2 weeks since the last time i came home...I realized that home is STILL the best place on earth!! Mama shinchan, you gotta agree with me on this rite? haha..coz every week without fail, you'll surely balik rumah...

Oh yah, anyone of u know what's seventeen magazine all about? It's the world's No.1 teen magazine...hahaha...and guess what...my letter that i wrote for the july issue came out in this month's issue...my letter was the winning letter of the month! Yay! isn't that ultra cool? haha...guess what i won for myself...RM100 worth of ZA products...hehehe. I was surprised...a pleasant surprise for me indeed...=D Will let you all read if you want...haha...kinda crappy though...

I can't concentrate on this blog now, dunno y...maybe it's kinda late already...(yawn....) Gonna take the 10.30am bus tomorrow back to nilai..boohoohoo...=( Life IS tough, guys...so don't you ever take ur life for granted...

guess i better sign off now...Zzzzzzz....off to dreamland.......





Wednesday, September 8, 2004

Taking easy classes because you need credits to graduate is growing rice. Taking more challenging classes because you want to learn how to learn is growing trees. It's hard to look ahead when your life is full of school and friends and family and responsibilities. If you can, take a few minutes each day to get very quiet and think a year ahead, or five years, or even farther. How many of the decisions you're making now have the power to shape your future? Are you growing rice or trees?

The quote of the day is...

If you're planning for one year, grow rice. If you're planning for 20 years, grow trees...
TODAY...i'll spend a few minutes of quiet time thinking about my future.

Sunday, September 5, 2004

Zzzzzzzzz....

Gee...i'm blogging again. Guess i'm kinda addicted to this thingy already, haha...anyway, i woke up at 9am today, read the newspapers....oh yah, have you guys heard about the latest news? ANWAR IBRAHIM has been released!!!! Wow...really shocked the whole world man...everyone in m'sia is talking about him right now, GEE...well, i better dun give any further elaboration on this sensitive issue...coz it involves politics. I better be extra careful with what i'm blogging here, in case there's a spy from the government or so whatever reading my blog...haha. it's impossible i think...haha...but hey, i gotta be careful, coz i wouldn't want to end up in jail.

ok, enough of my crap...guess what. i went to klia just to eat burger king for dinner today with my friend. isn't that crazy? haha...what a crazy world we're living in man. I had BK BIG FISH...wasn't that great after all. i still prefer the fillet-o-fish from McD. hehe...=) After that, we walked around the airport and then went back by bus. The airport is QUITE near from our college, haha.

I don't have the mood to blog any further. guess i'll just end my blog by giving a meaningful passage for everyone to digest once again. Enjoy! *winks*

Be a caring person today. Wherever you go, whatever you do. At home, be more pleasant and helpful. Do small acts of kindness at school. Smile at people you see in your neighbourhood and community. Hold a door or help carry a bag or groceries. Make a phone call, write a letter, or send an email to someone who'd love to hear from you. Come up with your own idea, then just do it.
TODAY...i'll make a difference in someone's life.
The quote of the day :
"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act or caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around..."
isn't that meaningful? well...sometimes in life, we tend to take life for granted...we tend to take our friends and the ppl around us for granted...that's why we don't show our concern to them. Which is...what should i say...quite bad? hmm...i dunno....sigh....
ok, guess i'll stop blogging now....i need to sleep...Zzzzzzzz...nitez.

Saturday, September 4, 2004

what a day...

Hi guys...it's been like...5 days since i last posted a blog here rite? have been busy recently with my work...=( now i've got a hectic time table...so gonna be quite busy from this semester onwards. you won't be able to imagine, haha...Anyway, i gotta accept how life is right now...no point sighing rite? SIGH!

Went to subang jaya by taking the inti bus today...stopped right in front of inti subang jaya which is just next to taylor's college. guess who i met? I met cch, yilie and khang wern!! haha...went there with my friends...coz i wanted to go to the bookshop there and see what books are still available...who knows...suddenly i just bumped into them. what a coincidence! and guess what...i created a damn stupid joke out of myself today. It's like this...the bookshop which is named "University Book Store" is on the 2nd floor of the shophouse...(it's a row of shophouses), so my friend and i wanted to climb up the stairs lor...who knows...when i turned my head back, i saw a black figure behind the door...i was scared like hell...and i quickly pulled my friend out of the staircase...gosh! i really scare myself to death at that time. i know you guys must be thinking that i'm so timid or whatever...but hey...whenever i go to kl (especially subang jaya), i've got this phobia...i tend to be very paranoid about the things and ppl around me. GEE...and the most embarrassing thing is that cch spotted me looking very scared at that time...so i told him lor...that i dare not go up to the bookshop coz i think there's a man behind the door. And so, he checked it out...there WAS really a man behind a door, and guess what he was doing behind the door. haha...he was making a phone call...ok, i know...i am lame. But why must he make a phone call behind the door? doesn't make any sense to any sane person in this world rite? some more it's so dark there...aih....

I'm scared coz i thought that the man who was 'hiding' behind the door is gonna do something to the both of us ( we're gals, mind u). he could like rob us, or even...rape us rite? oh my god! i think i'm worrying too much already...really scared of subang jaya now..that place is like...so dangerous for human beings. wonder how those ppl studying in taylors are coping with their life over there...fortunately, cch accompanied me to the bookshop to enquire bout the books that i wanted to ask for...so paiseh.

K, enough of that joke about myself already lar. Guess what...i watched 'THE SISTERS' at sunway pyramid today with my friends. i find the movie scary enough for me...in fact, it's REALLY scary lar. i really can't stand horror films...maybe i have a weak heart. i get scared easily...sigh. i was practically closing my eyes whenever a ghost appeared on the screen. SEE? i'm a coward...sigh...really a coward for the whole day...sheeesssssh...

I'm not going back this weekend...so most probably i'll be spending my time studying...doing my homework and stuff. To my dear mama shinchan and beloved sammi, pls go and dl skype once again ok? please? i dun have 10 good reasons to ask you all to dl, but please go and dl...for the sake of me? hehehe...

I have a new sociology lecturer, looked quite young, the lecturer's a guy. He got a baby face...haha. that's why he looks young lor. but hey...i still prefer my previous sociology lecturer! aww...too bad she's gone. this new sociology lecturer by the name of mr james always use lots of strange symbols to represent the words he's writing on the board. We were all like...cracking our heads trying to figure out what those different kind of symbols represent. Really a waste of time. Maybe it's becoz he graduated from USA lor, coz the US education system is totally different from the UK education system, which is what i'm doing right now...i'm following the UK education system which is very rigid...aww.

Oh yah, my moral lecturer looks like mr bean. he's an indian...damn funny i must say..always cracking jokes during lectures...i dunno why...and some more my econs lecturer looks like goofy! haha...i mean the way he walks, the way he carries himself, and even the way he talks! (sometimes only) of coz he doesn't look exactly like goofy, if not i'll be laughing like nobody's business already.

Aww...i'm so hungry right now lar. sigh...but guess i won't eat anymore lar coz it's 5 minutes to 1am already. sigh, the most pathetic thing here is to go to bed hungrily...in other words, gotta try to sleep while you're like so hungry at the same time. tough life that is. =( Yikes, suddenly i rmb i haven't brush my teeth yet, oops...i better do so now...gotta walk all the way to the toilet just to brush my teeth, SIGH...SIGH...SIGH...that's the disadvantage of staying at a hostel where there's only the common bathroom. =(

Before i go and brush my teeth, here's something for your reading pleasure once again, guys...enjoy this :

To succeed in school and in life, you need to be motivated from the inside, not the outside. Rewards (like parents who pay you for A's) and punishments (or ground you for D's) are external motivations. For each class you're taking, try to find a reason inside yourself for showing up and doing the work. Maybe what you're learning will be useful in the future. Maybe you like learning new things. Maybe that class is the only one you have with someone you're crazy about.

TODAY i'll be motivated from the inside.

I think this passage is meaningful enough to me...it makes a lot of sense to me. Which is why...i like to read self-help books or those kinda motivational books....hahahahhahahaha....
Last but not least, here's the quotation of the day :

" Motivation is a fire from within...if someone else tries to light that fire under you, chances are it will burn very briefly."
isn't that a nice and meaningful quote? hehehehehe....kay, i better go and brush my teeth now...till then, i hope tomorrow will be a better day for me...which i always have this hope within me every night before i sleep. It will be rite? yeah...of coz it will be...it should be...it MUST be...Zzzzzzzzzzz...(yawning away to the bathroom).