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Saturday, September 4, 2004

what a day...

Hi guys...it's been like...5 days since i last posted a blog here rite? have been busy recently with my work...=( now i've got a hectic time table...so gonna be quite busy from this semester onwards. you won't be able to imagine, haha...Anyway, i gotta accept how life is right now...no point sighing rite? SIGH!

Went to subang jaya by taking the inti bus today...stopped right in front of inti subang jaya which is just next to taylor's college. guess who i met? I met cch, yilie and khang wern!! haha...went there with my friends...coz i wanted to go to the bookshop there and see what books are still available...who knows...suddenly i just bumped into them. what a coincidence! and guess what...i created a damn stupid joke out of myself today. It's like this...the bookshop which is named "University Book Store" is on the 2nd floor of the shophouse...(it's a row of shophouses), so my friend and i wanted to climb up the stairs lor...who knows...when i turned my head back, i saw a black figure behind the door...i was scared like hell...and i quickly pulled my friend out of the staircase...gosh! i really scare myself to death at that time. i know you guys must be thinking that i'm so timid or whatever...but hey...whenever i go to kl (especially subang jaya), i've got this phobia...i tend to be very paranoid about the things and ppl around me. GEE...and the most embarrassing thing is that cch spotted me looking very scared at that time...so i told him lor...that i dare not go up to the bookshop coz i think there's a man behind the door. And so, he checked it out...there WAS really a man behind a door, and guess what he was doing behind the door. haha...he was making a phone call...ok, i know...i am lame. But why must he make a phone call behind the door? doesn't make any sense to any sane person in this world rite? some more it's so dark there...aih....

I'm scared coz i thought that the man who was 'hiding' behind the door is gonna do something to the both of us ( we're gals, mind u). he could like rob us, or even...rape us rite? oh my god! i think i'm worrying too much already...really scared of subang jaya now..that place is like...so dangerous for human beings. wonder how those ppl studying in taylors are coping with their life over there...fortunately, cch accompanied me to the bookshop to enquire bout the books that i wanted to ask for...so paiseh.

K, enough of that joke about myself already lar. Guess what...i watched 'THE SISTERS' at sunway pyramid today with my friends. i find the movie scary enough for me...in fact, it's REALLY scary lar. i really can't stand horror films...maybe i have a weak heart. i get scared easily...sigh. i was practically closing my eyes whenever a ghost appeared on the screen. SEE? i'm a coward...sigh...really a coward for the whole day...sheeesssssh...

I'm not going back this weekend...so most probably i'll be spending my time studying...doing my homework and stuff. To my dear mama shinchan and beloved sammi, pls go and dl skype once again ok? please? i dun have 10 good reasons to ask you all to dl, but please go and dl...for the sake of me? hehehe...

I have a new sociology lecturer, looked quite young, the lecturer's a guy. He got a baby face...haha. that's why he looks young lor. but hey...i still prefer my previous sociology lecturer! aww...too bad she's gone. this new sociology lecturer by the name of mr james always use lots of strange symbols to represent the words he's writing on the board. We were all like...cracking our heads trying to figure out what those different kind of symbols represent. Really a waste of time. Maybe it's becoz he graduated from USA lor, coz the US education system is totally different from the UK education system, which is what i'm doing right now...i'm following the UK education system which is very rigid...aww.

Oh yah, my moral lecturer looks like mr bean. he's an indian...damn funny i must say..always cracking jokes during lectures...i dunno why...and some more my econs lecturer looks like goofy! haha...i mean the way he walks, the way he carries himself, and even the way he talks! (sometimes only) of coz he doesn't look exactly like goofy, if not i'll be laughing like nobody's business already.

Aww...i'm so hungry right now lar. sigh...but guess i won't eat anymore lar coz it's 5 minutes to 1am already. sigh, the most pathetic thing here is to go to bed hungrily...in other words, gotta try to sleep while you're like so hungry at the same time. tough life that is. =( Yikes, suddenly i rmb i haven't brush my teeth yet, oops...i better do so now...gotta walk all the way to the toilet just to brush my teeth, SIGH...SIGH...SIGH...that's the disadvantage of staying at a hostel where there's only the common bathroom. =(

Before i go and brush my teeth, here's something for your reading pleasure once again, guys...enjoy this :

To succeed in school and in life, you need to be motivated from the inside, not the outside. Rewards (like parents who pay you for A's) and punishments (or ground you for D's) are external motivations. For each class you're taking, try to find a reason inside yourself for showing up and doing the work. Maybe what you're learning will be useful in the future. Maybe you like learning new things. Maybe that class is the only one you have with someone you're crazy about.

TODAY i'll be motivated from the inside.

I think this passage is meaningful enough to me...it makes a lot of sense to me. Which is why...i like to read self-help books or those kinda motivational books....hahahahhahahaha....
Last but not least, here's the quotation of the day :

" Motivation is a fire from within...if someone else tries to light that fire under you, chances are it will burn very briefly."

isn't that a nice and meaningful quote? hehehehehe....kay, i better go and brush my teeth now...till then, i hope tomorrow will be a better day for me...which i always have this hope within me every night before i sleep. It will be rite? yeah...of coz it will be...it should be...it MUST be...Zzzzzzzzzzz...(yawning away to the bathroom).

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