Monday, February 28, 2005

Damn...time flies like anything nowadays...it's 28th of february 2005...last day of february. And this week is gonna be a hell of a week for me...


Anyway, i've learnt to accept the reality of life, the harshness of it..the cruelty of it...


Wore jeans to class today...and the reactions from most of my classmates were the same...


" Yina, how come you're wearing jeans today ? "


" Wah, somebody's wearing jeans today wor..."


" What makes you wanna wear jeans today ? "


Well, i wonder why i can't wear jeans though...it's not an offence rite? it's just that i seldom...or can say...rarely wear jeans...coz i dun really fancy jeans....hehe. =P yeah...i'm weird....wahaha. Just FEEL like wearing jeans today, no other reasons for that k. As though i'm the only person who CANNOT wear jeans in this world. what the heck rite? some more i dunno how to wash my jeans...as in handwash u know. it's like so freaking troublesome to wash the jeans...so might as well dun wear them rite? yeah...coz i'm going back home this coming friday, that's why i can bring my jeans back for a wash...


Ok...enough of jeans....think people, what's ur function in life? coz everyone must have their own function rite? according to the functionalist theory, which is functionalism by Emile Durkheim, a society has its own functions...just like our body system...it's formed by various organs, tissues and cells which have their own distinct functions which make our body system to run smoothly. that's why human beings can survive until today. so think of it...what's ur function? do we all have a function? yes we do...it's only a matter of time to realize our very own functions...or should i say..our purpose of life.


Well...my function is to be among the 5% of intelligent and smart peeps around...rather than become the 95% of semi-retarded or dumb peeps around. yeah, sounds kinda crude rite? the world is always like this...there are always excess supply (hah, this sounds like econs) of semi-retarded and dumb people around. And normally the 5% of the intelligent and smart people will dominate the world...this is what makes the world goes round and round and round..and eventually the wealth, status, and prestige all go to the 5% of the intelligent and smart people. So yeah...gotta know what you want...


do u wanna be among the 95% of semi-retarded and dumb people on earth?

or...

do u wanna be among the 5% of intelligent and smart people around?


think people...think. it's time to put on your thinking cap for the time being....


and right now...i'm gonna play the sims 2...which i can proudly announce to the whole world that it is my latest addiction......but then again, i've got some readings to do on sloman (econs). will play the sims 2 after i've finished my readings on that.


signing off . . .

Sunday, February 27, 2005

yeah...i'm still alive...phew...after being stuck at this place for like...2 weeks...i'm still alive....well, it isn't a very big deal anyway...but i'm DYING to go back home next friday! haha!


well, well...life seems pretty boring nowadays...when i'm supposed to be mugging my head off...and try my best to NOT switch on the computer. ARGH. 1 week ago, i was addicted to this cantonese drama series...which consists of 25 episodes...SHIOK ar! wanted to learn cantonese thru watching those dramas...but...haha...i dun think i can speak one full sentence of cantonese yet....but i will...just give me some time...muahahaha.


Studied econs yesterday...the lecturer asked us to read up on MONEY AND ITS FUNCTIONS...and the various financial institutions. Although this is not in the AS syllabus, it's for A2 by the way...but still...gotta read up on it too.


Goals for today :

And yes, my everything literally means EVERYTHING. Hopefully i can achieve my targets for today. someone...pls wish me luck.

Law is a tough subject, no doubt. And suddenly i have this thought inside my mind, do i REALLY wanna pursue a law degree after my A-level? Am i damn damn damn sure that i REALLY wanna do law after that? Will i regret doing law? Will i? Yeah, got lots of questions spinning around my head. This can go on forever man. I guess nobody can help me with this...it's still a struggle within me and my inner self. I gotta make a decision ALL BY MYSELF coz it's my life after all... anyway, though it's still kinda early for me to think about this (haven't even sit for my AS exams yet), no harm pondering on this first rite? hehe. Anyway, my next best option besides law is Mass Communication. So...yeah...at least i have another path besides law. =) just gotta make up my mind when the time comes...which is soon enough.

it's hard to live nowadays...when everyone is struggling to get good grades....oh man....i guess this is a never-ending part of life. i can't slow down... i can't stop...i gotta move on and on and on...until i reach my destination...but then again, i'll never reach my destination coz life is a journey...i can never stop until the day i die... gotta be strong... gotta move... gotta strive...and strive only for the best outcome.

take care peeps. will blog again when i have the mood to do so...

cheers.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Things i did for today :

  1. woke up at 7.20am, brushed teeth, dressed up, went for econs class.
  2. class ended...reached my room at 10.30am...had a bowl of maggi mee (asam laksa) for brunch.
  3. took a 2 hours nap, from 1pm to 3pm. was damn tired....
  4. after the nap, went to bathe...felt more refreshed...
  5. started to MUG...yeah...i've finally started to mug...*there's a start for everything*
  6. mugged until 6.30pm...was mugging econs...
  7. then stopped mugging...online for a while...
  8. bought back dinner at 7.30pm...had dinner while watching my cantonese drama until 8.30pm...
  9. and now here i am...blogging at 8.35pm...

What a boring day, isn't it? gonna take my bath at 9pm later...and after that, gotta continue mugging my econs again. >.<>

for now...i musn't procrastinate any more further...gotta bathe..and then mug...yeah...mug...a word that appears the most number of times in my mind...that is -> MUG!

mug mug here...

mug mug there...

here mug...there mug...everyday mug mug...

yina has to mug all day...

really pity her...

Monday, February 21, 2005

Ok, have not been blogging for the last...let me see...3 days? well...been lazing around...doing nothing...besides studying and eating. That's the life of a student i guess... BORING! it's 7pm right now...on a monday evening... everything seems to be moving fast around me...our sociology lecturer just covered the whole topic of sociological research and methodology. Yes. THE WHOLE TOPIC. amazing, isn't it?


Just now he talked something about education... which somehow i find it kinda interesting though... " Education is not a sprint, but a marathon " Yeap, true enough... i agree. Even if i din get my grades that i've expected or wanted in A-levels, i mustn't feel discouraged or demotivated to carry on with my further studies. But then again, it's hard...it's hard...it's hard to NOT feel discouraged or demotivated becoz of unexpected grades in the end. "Life is a long journey... there are no short cuts to it..." It's true to a certain extent though... but you need lots of luck to get throught it... smoothly. The more i expect myself to do well in my a-levels, the more i'll feel discouraged or demotivated by the unpredictability of the a-levels grading system. Sometimes i feel that i can score straight As... but sometimes i feel that i can even fail all 3 subjects... it's simply THAT scary... and the truth is... i'm already freaking myself out... i'm starting to worry about my AS exams... gosh, i shouldn't and musn't feel this way... giving myself unnecessary stress... it's bad...very very bad... and when i'm stressed, i don't feel like studying or say not even in the mood to study...and so i'll waste my precious time away...which i shouldn't be doing right now... my mind keeps on going to other places... other places except earth... musn't let it wander too far already, it's time to get my mind back...it's drifting away from me... "oh god..." Gotta find a key to lock my mind...so that it will stop flying here and there again...and will help me to concentrate on my coming AS level exams... pls...pls....STOP DAY-DREAMING, YINA!!!! IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP !!!!


Putting off an easy thing makes it hard, and putting off a hard one makes it impossible. Being irresponsible or being forgetful are all lame excuses...it all starts with PROCRASTINATION. I know that i'm supposed to be mugging damn hard rite now...but i'm not doing it..just because i have no mood to do so. This is PROCRASTINATION. real bad...."sei lo" I really...and i hope i mean it for once and for all...to really MUG HARD for my AS from today onwards... FOCUS yina...CONCENTRATE yina...YOU MUST!!


i'm hungry....damn hungry...need some food before i can start my mugging..... FYI, the person who is currently writing this blog now is trying to create a mood for herself to study.... for her own purpose...so do not take anything too seriously from this blog......


sienz...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Phoned my mum just now coz need to ask her to bank in the money for my accommodation here. Gotta pay the hostel fee on next monday or tuesday. I told her that my roommate, kim is not gonna stay with me next semester anymore...and her first reaction was :"Huh? roommate gonna change again ar?" Well, guess she's used to my ever-changing roommates... There's this curse on me...i can sense it...yeah...a very strong one........


Anyway, after a while, mummy asked me whether i've wished my sis happy birthday or not...since tuesday was her birthday...i said got...i wished her thru MSN messenger...haha..i did send her a hallmark e-card..but dunno whether she opened it or not....haha. Then, mummy told me that my sis received an IPOD SHUFFLE for her birthday from her housemates!!!! i was like...shouting OH MY GOD thru the phone....hahahha...what a GREAT birthday present man....really envy her...i'm jealous of her.....sheeeesssshhh.... I wanted to get that cool Ipod shuffle too the moment i spotted it on the papers... since i can't afford to buy the Ipod or Ipod mini anytime now.... and my sis got it!! the ultra cool IPOD SHUFFLE!!! WOW!!!! can't wait to get my hands on that man....she already got a mp3 player she bought in s'pore...and now she owns this ultra cool Ipod Shuffle..... i'm super jealous now!!

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

before i start blogging, i must complain about this FREAKING HOT WEATHER HERE!!! this is driving me crazy man....so hot...so warm....how am i gonna study ?!?!?! arrrggghhh....tak boleh tahan man... where's all the rain clouds when we need them so desperately? the weather is so gonna drive me crazy...making me to lose my sanity sooner or later... i might take off my clothes sooner or later .... i might.... i might.... "god, this gal is losing her mind!"


was reading my sociology textbook before this... my hands kinda itchy...so i'm right now...in front of the computer -> BLOGGING! will continue after i'm satisfied with this blog....muahahaha...dunno why...i can't sign into MSN now....damn inti....damn connection....damn....


just now i've compiled all the subjects syllabus by using microsoft word. well...coz it'll be easier and neater for me to refer...AS is coming... and i realized....god...there's A LOT of things for me to study within this short period of time which is 3 months...sounds quite long rite? but heck...there are like 6 months of things to study up! me no kidding here. it's so gonna drive me crazy.... hope i won't go jumping around like a mad monkey after 3 months from now....o_O


the ultra thick sociology textbook is just right in front of me...yeah...i'm resting my arms on it...more comfortable to type...hehe!=P reminds me of the times where i used to learn piano few years back... aunty dorothy (my piano teacher that is) always scold me for i tend to rest my wrists on the wood...which is a VERY LAZY way to play the piano...and also...it looks unpleasant...hahahaha. that happened when i was just a young gal... come to think of it, i miss attending aunty dorothy's piano lessons.... wonder how is she doing right now...hope she's fine though...


Aiksssss....it's 10.30pm right now, better ciao....better stay away from this dangerous monster by the name of 'COMPUTER'...it's gonna slowly eat my life away if i were to stay here a minute longer... won't give me any mercy...just like the clock....ticking away...tick tock...tick tock....tick tock.... no mercy at all... ain't life cruel nowadays? yes it is... no doubt....


"My vision will become clear only when i can look into my own heart...
Who looks outside, dreams ;
Who looks inside, awakes. "


I shall look inside myself...and listen to the voice within...

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

hmm...i'm back to my normal self already...phew...=)


yesterday was valentine's day...a day to celebrate your love and affection for your loved ones...to celebrate in the name of love...but strangely, it's kinda like a quiet day over here in college. Everyone seems to be not in the mood to celebrate valentine's day...everyone was literally half-dead....yeah, i'm serious. Can't even feel any love in the air...how sad... my baby wasn't with me...he's in s'pore...while i'm in nilai...-_- so..yeah...din celebrate valentine's day this year...but hey...to us, everyday is valentine's day rite, baby? =)


my baby called me last nite...at around 11.30pm...chatted for almost an hour...both of us had some small conflict since last saturday night...thank god the problem's solved already....phew...=) and yes...we're still very much in love with each other...which is a great thing to be proud of....hehehehe...loved every bit of his voice, his words.....awwww...


had a 2 hour nap just now...from 5pm to 7.30pm...gosh, that's more than 2 hours...well, i was feeling tired...had my period today...and so i slept lor. The weather's getting hotter and hotter nowadays...BLOODY FREAKING HOT WEATHER!!! arrrgggghhhh..... gonna study some serious studying after blogging...and yes, i mean it...SERIOUS studying...although i dun have the mood to do so...but hey...i can create the mood to study, isn't it? that's what i always do to myself when it comes to studying anyway....actual AS exams starting on the 20th of may, today's already 15th of feb....so yah.....3 more months for me to go....not much time left for me anymore though...gotta piah....gotta study like hell....gotta work harder....as if there's no tomorrow....actually i've made a promise to myself...that is to start studying after the CNY holidays...which are already over...so ...it's time...for me...to STUDY...STUDY PERIOD....


before i can create the mood to study, i gotta remind myself constantly to NOT switch on the computer...DUN GO ONLINE, YINA!! YOU MUST NOT! Going online can harm you...mentally and physically that is... o_O


having my dinner now...tuna sandwiches...damn full lar...but still left half a slice of bread on my plate....no choice, gotta finish it...the worst senario is that i might go to the toilet to vomit later... had tuna sandwiches for lunch as well....coz i opened a can of tuna...and wouldn't wanna waste it...so i ate it for dinner again... i'm literally SICK of tuna right now... gonna whack whoever who mentions tuna in front of me for the next few days... so beware!


not that i don't wanna eat rice today...just that i dun feel like eating rice...no appetite...so...just ate bread for the whole day today... so sien.... I WANNA GO HOME!! MUMMY, I MISS YOUR COOKING!!





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Sunday, February 13, 2005

Feeling down becoz of some personal matters...


Sigh...


Dun think i've got the mood to blog for the next few days...


I'll blog once i'm back to my normal self...


Today was a shitty day for me...hardly slept last nite...woke up at 6.15am, brushed teeth, dressed up, and then my parents quickly sent me to siok hui's house coz i need to tumpang her car back to inti. =( We left her house around 7.45am...and reached our hostel at 11 something. PATHETIC. Hate the feeling of returning to the hostel. i dunno why i'm still feeling this way. sigh. Then when i entered into my room, wanna open the windows...and suddenly (by accident of coz), i knocked down kim's coffee mug. sigh. my fault...phoned her just now to apologize...sigh.wonder how come i could be that careless. what a blind person i am. can't even see a MUG in front of me. sigh. felt guilty and bad. Had lunch just now. Wan ton mee. No appetite due to my mood. sigh. Din even finish the breakfast at yong peng just now. Siok hui's dad treated us. had this fried carrot cake for breakfast and a cup of milo o ais. no appetitie...so left quite a lot of fried carrot cake. too bad, wasted food this morning..some more cannot finish my lunch oso...sigh.


All in all, rotten day...feeling down, depressed, sad, disappointed.....what's more...tomorrow's valentine's day? heck...not even in the mood to 'feel' valentine's day this year...sigh. i'm feeling pathetic now. Got lotsa homework waiting for me to finish...but not in the mood to do anything now. just wanna be alone. wanna ponder on everything that i could think of right now. sigh.


wanna know how i'm feeling now? just count the numbers of 'SIGH'...then you'll know for sure...


" Why do we always expect our loved ones to be perfect for us ? Why ? Why? Can someone tell me why? i bet even god doesn't know the answer. sigh. I know human beings are not perfect, but still i expect him to be perfect. sigh. "

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Chinese New Year is nothing without :


it's the second day of CNY today...went out visiting in the morning...to my dad's fren's house. His fren kept on calling my dad..to ask us to go to his house...and *tah dah* , we arrived there at about 11.45am...went there...talked...collected ang pows...ate new year cookies...then came back. Had a simple lunch at home. My eldest uncle came with his family. This year, CNY is a little different for us, especially to my parents....coz my sis's not around with us, she's in philadelphia u see... too bad. But hey, my relatives and a few of my dad's fren still remember to give angpow to my sis...so good rite? haha. My mum will keep the ang pows for her of coz...

k lar...gotta go now....mum's mopping the floor now...gotta help her...she asked me to help her anyway...

ciao!

cheerz!

Wednesday, February 9, 2005

HAPPY
CHINESE
NEW
YEAR !!!

Tuesday, February 8, 2005

It's 1am right now...come to think of it, it's actually the eve of Chinese New Year....yay...finally! Kayyin smsed me around 12 something just now...asking me whether i wanna join them for a karaoke session at CS tomorrow or not....of coz i do wanna go! provided my parents let me go lar....hehe..will try to use my convincing power on them tomorrow...muahaha.


Sometimes, i do think that i'm not my real self when i'm blogging here. i dunno why. I tend to portray this happy-go-lucky mood whenever i blog. But deep down inside my heart, i feel sad, depressed, disappointed with the world around me, and many other negative thoughts you can think of. Ironic, isn't it?


Actually, i'm still searching for my own true self. It's a difficult task. The most difficult task in life i must say. Finding my own true self is like finding for my ultimate purpose in life. TOUGH. Who knows, i might not be able to find my own true self in the end. How sad that will be rite? I might be changing my own true self for god-knows-what reasons or motives... they're all in my subconscious mind. Inevitable actions, no doubt. I may be changing for other people...i may be just changing for my own self...I may be changing for my family...I may be changing for the society. Yeah...too complicating, i admit.


Honestly, i really do not know what i'm blogging now. Perhaps u might think it's crap. But well...who cares rite? it's MY way of thinking...my way of blogging...( though sometimes it may appear to be quite crappy and meaningless) Dun really care what the outside world think of me... Just wanna be myself... as original as possible... as original as i like it to be...


Gosh, my mind is literally blank now. Wanna sleep...but dun wanna sleep at the same time. chatting with irwin right now in MSN. Boy, can sense that he's feeling real down....AWWWW....sigh.......cheer up baby....There's a solution to every problem in life....always look on the brighter side of life....be more positive, as you've always told me.


Being in love is kinda unique. When your special someone feels real down or sad, you will tend to share the same feeling too...dunno whether it's cool or not though. Guess becoz we share the same love, the same heart...when two becomes one. Hmm...tat's what i'm feeling nowadays......love can be sweet and painful at the same time....... sigh.


hope i'm not sighing too much here....it's time for me to end this crappy blog....gdnite......

Monday, February 7, 2005

Wahahaha...went to pasar malam for more than one hour just now with mum and jen. Bought lots of things...and obviously, it was very crowded...met my maths teacher who taught me maths during form 5, Miss Mary there. I tend to always meet her everytime i go to pasar malam...fate perhaps? hmm....


two more days to CNY...tomorrow's CNY eve already...today helped mum to clean the windows...dun u think celebrating CNY is a bit too troublesome nowadays? Well, every year without fail, my mum will be VERY VERY busy during this festive period. yeah, BUSY. she gotta take her time and effort to prepare the reunion dinner ( for at least 10 ppl, inclusive of kids), gotta do spring cleaning...basically it's bout cleaning the entire house. A LOT OF WORK...it's tough being a woman..especially a full-time housework...no joke ok.


well...time for me to go offline now....better go help my mum with whatever she's doing right now...ciao!

Saturday, February 5, 2005

What's ahead for ME?


The Rooster And The Tiger...


The Tiger and the Rooster have much in common, so have no fear. This is the year to allow your fantasies to come true. Nothing is too absurd - be it in your secret dreams or the new you that's bursting to come out. This is a year of exciting social activites and intellectual expansions. Finances will improve with changes that occur either through your own doing, a sheer stroke of luck or an unexpected investment opportunity. It is a good year to buy a house or put something aside for the grey years. It is a good year to take up a new course or go for another degree.


got the above article from today's TheStar papers...quite interesting though, heh. =) For your information...i'm BACK AT HOME IN JB for the CNY holidays!! woooo hoooo!! =D Feels so great to be at home...just being at home makes me feel good...haha...miss everyone at home man...including my handsome little tiger...muahaha. =P gotta give him a nice scrub tomorrow morning...hehe. He's staring at me right now thru the door...soooo cute!!


well, today i'm supposed to go out with irwin....but he cannot go out...coz he gotta help out around the house...so well...just TOO BAD that we cannot visit chinatown together this year...boohooo....damn sad, isn't it? anyway, i dun feel as sad as last nite anymore....we still got lots of chances to go to chinatown together again rite? yeah...gotta really look on the brighter side of life no matter what happens out of the sudden....gotta accept the reality of life....truth hurts...but that's the only way that makes us grow up....


The more we hope for something, the more we cannot get what we hoped for...the more disappointed we feel....LIFE'S LIKE THIS....it's inevitable...we can't change certain things...for not everything is possible...but somehow...somewhere deep in the corner of my mind...i still strongly believe that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE....sounds kinda silly rite? well...that's me i guess...trying to be optimisitic when everything around me seems impossible to happen...


well....CNY is nearing...no point feeling sad or disappointed anymore....we must keep moving...and keep improving...=) going to giant later with mum....i miss going to giant! haha! my brother's not back yet...my dad's not back yet...he went out for lunch with his fren...well...guess i should end this blog now...getting more and more long-winded nowadays...sooner or later i think i MIGHT become older than my age...which is the last thing on earth i would want it to be happening to me. *talking like an old woman...or maybe worse than an old woman?*


Till then....it's time for me to chill out.... Cool








Friday, February 4, 2005

yipeeeeee!!! i really can feel that i'm flying now...muahahahaha....no more classes for me already!! ( well...i've decided to skip sociology class later..hehe...coz will be going back home around 3pm...) =P


Wow...time flies....CNY is around the corner...the only thing i feel happy about CNY is the FOOD and MONEY! $$! haha...yeah..other than that, those visiting and stuffs are always the same throughout the years....so well...i can proudly conclude that FOOD and MONEY is the most important thing during CNY to me...hahahaha...CNY is the only source of income i get every year....=)


speaking of CNY....well...first of all, would like to wish everybody out there an early 'GONG XI FA CAI' first.....hahahaha...CNY reminds me of A LOT of nice nice stuff like :

- yee sang
- mandarin oranges
- ANG POWS!!
- new year cookies , e.g. love letters, pineapple tarts, and the list goes on and on....
- good food
- new clothes/shoes/lingerie (haha)
- the sound of fire crackers
- jolly shandy....haha.
- reunion dinner
- nice and warm gatherings
- RED colour


yeah...those are the things that i can basically think bout right now. I'm too excited already...coz i'm going back home at around 3pm later...by CAR! wahahaha...it's 12.50pm right now...yeah..kinda done with my packing already...last nite slept at 2 something coz can't sleep! over-excited perhaps? hmm...who knows..=P Come to think of it, i have some homework to be finished during my CNY break...will try to finish them before CNY...hehehe. wanna enjoy myself to the FULLEST mar....coz after this one week break, we don't have any more LONG holidays anymore.....how sad.....-_-


due to last nite's i-can't-sleep-coz-i'm-going-back-home syndrome, i managed to get up at 7.40am this morning....and boy...it was late!! econs class starts at 8am...so i was like..rushing myself...brushed teeth, went to the toilet to release myself, and quickly get dressed up...and phew....i was JUST IN TIME.....hahahhaa...in fact, i wasn't the last one to arrive...so yeah...i still can make it for class...hahahha...i was shocked when i saw the time this morning....=P


yay yay....i'm going back home later....yay yay.......


Tuesday, February 1, 2005

gee...it's 1pm now...din realize the time...anyway, i downloaded the lion king cartoon into my computer...but who knows...when i opened the file...it was in cantonese! haha! some more there's no subtitles below...so obviously i deleted the file already...hehe..


i oso downloaded this jap cartoon called 'strawberry egg'....very cute...hehe...it's bout a guy who wants to become a teacher in a all-female teachers school. Bascially, it's funny...cute...and kinda interesting..haha..finished watching the 1st episode already...got 9 more episodes to go...=)


last nite jen phoned me...and told me that he got a FREE nokia 7250i handphone!!! arrggghhh!! his fren gave it to him...FOC! shesssshhh...made me damn jealous only! grr!! he changed his hp cover...which only cost him bout RM10...aiyoyo...


I'm eating nestle honey gold flakes now....coz my mouth is itchy...so need to munch on something for the time being...hehe. Last nite when jen passed the phone to my mum, she asked me how come i got flu...( huh? where got?) coz she noticed the change in my voice....hehe...now i'm talking in a lower tone than normal...haha...and yes, i think i'm having a SLIGHT flu now...(pls emphasise on the word SLIGHT)...so it's not a big deal anyway...but still...i will take extra good care of myself before i go back on this friday...hehe..wouldn't wanna sound like an old grumpy woman when i get back home this friday...furthermore, i'm meeting irwin on saturday...hehehe...wanna be in a tip top condition for him...=) ( must pray hard that i'll get better by friday, k honey?)


suddenly i realized that macroecons is much much tougher than microecons...or is it becoz of the fact that i'm just new to it...huh? well...macroecons is mainly focusing on the national output/income and the consumption expenditure....whereas microecons is mainly about the various functions and differences of the producer and the consumer...the relationship between the both. TOUGH...NO JOKE...


today while i was attending the econs lecture, one thought came to my mind : "Yina, how come you wanna choose econs when it is THIS tough? You should have chosen mathematics for a-levels...instead of taking econs............" * knock-knock, wake up! * anyway, no point regretting it now...( thought i do regret a bit....yikes! ) gotta work harder for econs....blehhh...


recently, my law and sociology lecturers stated their rewards for us...IF we can get A for our AS exams...hahaha...the details are stated below :

haha...sounds tempting rite? yup...it is tempting to me though..=P will work hard in order to receive their generous rewards.....muahahaha!!! wonder what's the reward for econs though...hahhaha...but i doubt i can get an A for econs lar....too tough already...

" i know i can...be what i wanna be.....if i work hard in it....i'll be what i wanna be...."

chill out folks....