Ahhhhhhh..... finally i'm here....blogging..... but not using my own computer.... Thanks to my saviour, Angeline!! hahaha.... =)
Hmm....just sat for sociology and law papers....still got three more papers left....During exam time, time is always my biggest enemy, my biggest fear....... arggggghhhh... But thank god i managed to rush thru everything..... it's a torture to use my right hand to write and write and write NON-STOP until i can feel the pain after the papers.....
Been slacking a lot recently although i'm having my exams! haha! i dun like to do last-minute reading u see...actually i think it's good to slack....coz no point reading those ultra thick textbooks the day before u sit for ur exam rite? students should relax before their exams...wahaha. =P Relax is the key word here....so..yeah...relax!
Gonna go crazy soon...yikes. On the brighter side, i'm going to kl tomorrow to stay at my uncle's place!! yipee!! i'm super sick of this place...finally it's time for me to get away from this place...muahahaha...can't wait for tomorrow to come....can't wait for tomorrow's law paper 2 to finish....
I'm STILL eating my lunch....hai...so slow....too many distractions here already....haha! guess it's gonna rain here...cool....=)
dunno what to blog already....my mind kinda 'karat' now....can't think of other things besides my exam stuff....ahaha...my brain capacity is limited to a certain extent....=P well, at least i managed to update my life a bit on this blog....hahaha...am proud of myself.... *grins*
Drank two rounds of Green Tea..... kinda bloated now...... hmm.... it's 5 minutes to 1am rite now and i still can't sleep yet.....that's why i'm here.....
Was listening to 'I Dream' by Taufik.... to somehow inspire me to mug harder i think..... hehe. Guess i'm gonna read my motivational book later if i still can't sleep.... not gonna even look at my law book already...... damn sick of it!! ARGH....
Mummy called me just now.... asking me whether what else do i need in order to survive in inti. HAH. =P Well, coz she's gonna pass a set of bedsheet to huey sin coz huey sin is now in JB...so yeah, she will help me to bring my bedsheet back here.... er...the reason why i needed a set of bedsheet is that i forgot that i've only ONE miserable bedsheet rite now with me, which is the one i'm currently using. Mummy will bring some fruits for me i think.... long time since i last ate a fruit..... haha.
Today is Sunday.... which means....6 more days to AS....hmm....scared yet excited. Scared becoz i'm nervous and paranoid. Excited becoz i can't wait to leave this bloody hostel. Excited becoz i can't wait to go back to JB... Excited becoz i can't wait to see my parents and bro and grandmother again... Excited becoz i can't wait to be in the arms of my baby... Excited becoz i can't wait to go out with all my close friends again... Excited becoz i
CAN'T WAIT FOR AS EXAMS TO END!!!!! Can't imagine i still have
3 more weeks before i get to go back home...... damn. What a torture.....
Miss going to church A LOT..... miss praying among the crowd in the church.... it does make a difference.... God will help those who help themselves..... i'm already helping myself now....wonder whether will God help me during the exams...... hmm.... i sincerely pray that He will do so..... =)
"I leave you peace, My peace i shall give you... Look not on our sins....But on the faith of the Church... " Peace is the most important element i must have whenever i'm facing any major exams.... May God grant His peace upon me.....
17 Stress Busters !! hope it works!! - Got this from seventeen.com =)
1. Take a "vacation." Close your eyes and envision a place where you feel safe and relaxed -- it could be your favorite beach or under the covers in your bed. Allow yourself to really "be" there, experiencing what makes this place special to you. Breathe it in, open your eyes and take it with you.
2. Keep a bottle of ylang ylang essential oil in your makeup bag. Take of sniff of this anxiety reliever when you start getting twitchy.
3. Roar like a lion! Scrunch up your face and squeeze your whole body tight, then release everything wide with a sound, sticking your tongue out as far as you can. This alleviates tension big-time, plus you'll feel so silly you might even laugh.
4. Decorate your space with fresh flowers. Symbolizing life and beauty, flowers are a perk for all the senses. If you feel like getting more ambitious, buy a plant. Gardening is very therapeutic in the treatment of depression, and although one plant isn't exactly a garden, it's a start.
5. Give yourself a neck massage, rolling your knuckles over any painful spots. Better yet, get your mom or a friend to do it for you.
6. Meditate on the breath. As you inhale, think "breathing in," and as you exhale, think "breathing out." Try this for five minutes. When your mind wanders just return to the breath.
7. Try a mudra when you meditate. Mudras are symbolic hand positions which channel the flow of energy. The chin mudra, in which the thumb and index finger touch while the rest of the fingers are outstretched, is intended to clear the mind and bring peace.
8. Stretch your legs. If possible, go outside and take a brief walk. The change of scenery, the fresh air, and the circulation of blood in your body will perk you up instantly.
9. Try reflexology. The point on your foot which corresponds with your nerves is right smack in the middle, below the ball of your foot and in from the arch. Give it a good rub. If it hurts, that's normal. You're stressed out, after all.
10. Press play. The power of sound to alter and elevate our moods has been widely documented. If you put on your favorite song, or any song for that matter, you will feel differently at the end of that song.
11. Chant "om shanti shanti shanti" ("all is peace peace peace"). If it works for Madonna, why not you?
12. Get steamed. Brew a cup of peppermint tea and place it on a table in front of you. Lean over and create a tent around the cup with your arms and head, breathing in this invigorating natural decongestant. Then, drink up.
13. Roll your eyes. Tired eyes can cause mental strain, so give those babies a break. Roll both eyes to the left and right, up and down, and then in full circles, repeating in each direction. Close your eyes, rubbing your palms together until they're warm. Place gently over your closed eyes.
14. Knock knock, who's there? Sit upright in a chair with your feet flat on the floor. With closed fists gently tap around your head in circular motions. Breathe slowly and deeply. This improves concentration and relieves headaches.
15. Brew a cup of chamomile tea with two teabags. Chamomile has been used for centuries to treat nervousness and insomnia. Drink the tea, and when the teabags cool so that they are just warm to the touch place use them as eye compresses.
16. Light a candle. If you like the scented variety, try lavender, which is a natural relaxant.
17. Take a shower. The water pounding on your head stimulates your brain cells and literally gets you into a new "head space."
Midnight Bloom by Stila. Blue colour!
The perfume, body lotion, and body gel. Perfect.
Secret Wish by Anna Sui...love the bottle!
Bloody Stupid Inti!!! ARGH! STUPID Inti Management!Got me so irritated this morning...coz we ( me and azfa ) wanted to go swimming... and heck, the pool is closed!! (closed?!) Well, normally the pool will be opened in the morning during weekends...but when we reached the pool, the gate was closed! SHIT. We were already wearing our swimsuit underneath our clothes......hai...wasted lar.... some more i woke up early this morning just to swim...but in the end we din even manage to taste the pool water...DAMN.
Wanna complain about my roommate here again....u know what she did last nite? I closed my eyes (trying to sleep of coz) at around 1.30am.... fine, she went out to take her bath. When she came back ( i haven't reached Lala Land yet), she turned on the lights... to use all kinds of facial products on her already-pale-looking face. Damn. That was around 2am already i guess.... was very irritated coz can't she see that i'm sleeping?! Inconsiderate brat. Hmmph! Then after some time, her fren came into the room...and they were talking in the room..... STUPID PEOPLE.... damn shitty lar. They were talking WITH the lights on..... what the hell man..... i DESPERATELY NEED TO SLEEP!!
Ok...to conclude, i din manage to sleep well last nite.... so uncomfy to sleep with the lights on....ARGH! Can't wait for her to move out man....how i wish i could just kick her out by using my leg..... hahahhahaha. Feels like i'm experiencing some sort of hangover rite now coz i woke up early today when i din even sleep well last nite.... WONDERFUL.
Oh my.... today is a saturday... and yet i'm already up before 9am...... gonna continue writing my law essays then...... I've already predicted that my day will be SUPER BORING..... coz gotta mug and mug and mug...... AND mug.....
*gulps*
SIGH.............. plus a longer
SIGH.........got back my law mock exam results.....totally sucked! Din expect such marks though......One thing i gotta admit is that i din try my VERY BEST in the law mock exam....but hey, i wrote all the points that the lecturer said it's right...but still, dunno why...i ended up getting low marks.... i think the lecturer din follow the marking scheme.....Sheessshhh.... Hate to see myself getting low marks.....especially when law is considered pretty easy to score among the 3 subjects i'm taking. SHIT.
Whatever.... i'm not gonna let the mock exam results to affect my REAL performance in the REAL exams....i shouldn't...and i musn't. I'm already thinking very negatively now....so yeah...not gonna let it disturb my mind.
Mr. Callistus can sense or see that i'm
PARANOID and
SCARED for the coming AS exams which will be starting next week.... can't imagine the war is gonna start next week.... During socio class today, Mr. Callistus was basically trying to calm us down.... said quite a lot of motivating things to us.... to build up our exam confidence.... and yes...one thing he told us was very true indeed... that we MUST really be relaxed while answering the exam questions...by doing so, then only our creativity will be unleashed... then only we can produce the best essays we can write when we are REALLY at ease....
VERY MOTIVATING indeed....... =)
Alrite.... not gonna spend too much of my time facing this monitor already....... 7 more days to my first AS paper........ yup....
7 days left..... shocking but true.... can't help it....reality is
cruel and
harsh.... if only i'm dreaming rite now........hmm....
Ahhhh yes, i just spotted this very nice-looking fragrance in the star papers today...called
'Secret Wish' by Anna Sui... beautiful bottle though...nice name too.... gonna test the fragrance one fine day when i'm going shopping.....And also this fragrance called
'Midnight Bloom' by Stila.... beeaauuutttiiifulll.... can't wait to test out these two fragrances.....arggh...have to wait for my AS exams to finish first......
Another day has passed... 9 more days to AS exams......My days in inti are getting more and more BORING.... reading the textbooks over and over again..... no choice.... i chose this path... no turning back for me already.....
Well, don't wanna sound too depressed in my blog though. Got back my econs mock exam papers.... Surprisingly, i did better than i've expected myself to do.... Guess the lecturer was a bit more generous in giving marks to us.... well, i'm still not satisfied with the results..... i expect myself to fare MUCH better during the actual exams.... gonna spend more time on revising econs as i still find it as the most difficult subject among the subjects i'm taking for A-level. So yeah, econs is still my weakest link.... must pia!
No more critical comments about my new roommate from me again... coz i'm gonna adopt this 'tidak apa' attitude...or in simple terms, 'i-don't-bother-already' attitude. THE END.
Last nite was a bad nite for me....terribly bad i should say. ARGH.
A new roommate just moved into my room.... well, she's a senior...older than me obviously...doing her business admin degree. Din even say 'hi' to the existing owner of this room (ME) when she first put her leg in this room. One word, snobbish.
She insisted to separate the beds. FINE. Told her that if i put my two shelves beside the windows...my books will get dusty easily. SHE DOESN'T CARE. FINE. So we separated our beds and rearranged everything in the room. And another problem : I told her that i don't have enough space to put my plastic rack where my washing power, detergent, clothes pegs, toilet roll are placed inside the rack. It's a small one by the way. She said the space of the room is divided into half....so she can't do much.... "Can't she just move some of her unimportant things away and keep it in the cupboard or something? " FINE.
One more thing i can conclude about this NEW roommate of mine is that.... she's super unfriendly. I'm always the one who is taking the initiative to talk to her until to the extent that now i'm not even bothered to engage into a conversation with her. And i noticed, she's those kinda gals who is very vain. VERY. Just take a look at her desk...and you'll notice different bottles of facial products....all the expensive stuff like SKII and Anna Sui. Tat's hardly a space for her to place a book or even do her homework. Well, she has a laptop but god knows where it is rite now..She has probably placed her laptop into her cupboard and locked it up coz her cupboard is locked. She would most probably think i wanna steal her things to the extent that she locked her cupboard? WHAT THE HECK? Come on lar gal, if you wanna stay with someone, dun suspect her ok....you will make things worse!
Hmm....you people must be thinking that i'm probably thinking way too much.... But hell NO! I'm not! I'm just stating the actual facts! Kinda bu shuang with her rite now...thank god she's not in the room with me. Even if she's in the room with me rite now, we would not even bother to care about each other coz she's just that type of snobbish person. Well, i might be wrong though... but anyhow, i just
DON'T LIKE MY NEW ROOMMATE !!!! ARGH! Hopefully she'll move out next sem....gotta pray hard man. I think i'm gonna ask her whether she plans to move out next sem or not...if she's going to move out, then i shall ask kim to come back and stay with me.....IF my current roommate doesn't intend to move out, then I shall move out!! can't stand lar... And her good fren who is staying just beside us will always come to the room.... so freaking irritating! Wanna brush teeth oso have to inform her..... WHAT THE?!?
Really couldn't sleep well last nite...she switched on the lights until like 4am or so.....
SO INCONSIDERATE!!! Damn. Some more her good fren was talking to her in the room...can't they see a person trying to sleep on her bed? Go to the toilet oso won't off the lights in the room for me....FINE. Was so irritated by her until to the extent that i woke up and asked her in a most pleasant manner i could possibly use at that moment in time.... ( god knows what time) just to kindly please switch off the lights coz i couldn't sleep at all! She was like ' now ar?'..... of coz now lar..then when do u want me to sleep soundly? Damn.
I think i have too many complaints about my new roommate already.... now i can understand the agony of staying with a total stranger who is the direct opposite of u. So irritating, so angry, so frustrating.
" I need to cool down.......... inhale..... exhale...... " Was literally complaining about this roommate of mine to angeline and esther this morning before econs class. Can't help it...i need to vent out my frustrations! ARGH.
Somebody, pls help me!
One more thingy.... she likes to show off her things...maybe to show how rich she is or what...god knows. She loves to place her plastic or paper bags with branded names such as GUESS and ZARA all over her place. Is she trying to show how rich she is.... or she thinks that she's the only person in this world that is able to afford to buy such brands ?? VAIN. SPOILT BRAT. Just couldn't understand how her mentality is.....
Hmm...today was the start of the revision week. New econs lecturer. Mr. Adrian Tan. Seems friendly. And i hope he is. Looked fierce on the outside...but dun think he's really THAT strict. But still, i miss my our previous econs lecturer, Mr Yee who taught us for 3 consecutive semesters. Too bad...all good things must come to an end....so...yeah..that's the way of life...
Mr. Adrian din give us back our econs mock exam papers.... haven't finished marking yet, according to him this morning. Well, i'm bascially freaked out by econs....coz it's no doubt the toughest subject among all the other A-level's subjects worldwide. Sociology is the 2nd toughest A-level's subject worldwide as well.... And yet, i'm taking both subjects for A-levels.... my life is at stake rite now...... " Cool down my dear....calm yourself down, yina... "
Got back my sociology mock exam papers.... wasn't too good.... wasn't too bad either.... enough for me to obtain an A if this was the real exam. But still, i lost quite a bit of marks in Paper 2 section c and d. If only i had more time to elaborate more on the two contradicting theories on socialization....... sigh....if not i would have done much better..... Anyway, time management is VERY important during the real exam.... and i always have trouble with this.... i tend to focus too much time on the first question.... must change already.... it's a bad habit of mine.....hai...
To my surprise, i got 20 over 25 marks for the 2nd question i did in the Sociology Paper 1. Din except to score well for that question coz i haven't finished writing on that question yet...still got lots of points and elaborations to add in.... Again, my problem with the limited time provided..... sigh... Would have obtain more marks if i had added other relevant points and elaborations that i had in my mind at that moment in time.... well, just too bad.... gotta really manage my time properly, think faster and more effectively, write faster and neatly during the REAL exam.... i MUST!!
Got extra 2 hours of econs class tomorrow....In a way, it's good for us also...at least we'll be MORE prepared before the actual exams....
No mood to start mugging rite now.... just wanna browse thru the papers rite now....din manage to buy The Star today....so i bought NST. Hmm..... for a change... but still i prefer reading The Star...Addicted to it already... and this will cause inelastic demand.... not sensitive to the change in price.... haha... had too much microecons today already..... blehhhh.....
It rained last nite...to be exact...it's early in the morning...around 1 something in the morning. Lovely. The weather's cooling...slept nicely last nite...=)
Woke up at 10.30am today...and gave mummy a phone call. =) Wished her 'Happy Mother's Day'.... hehe.... =) i'm such a sweet daughter, rite? =P She was happy of coz...could see her smiling over the phone....hehehe. And yes, she WAS surprised at my phonecall this morning...hehehe. That was a surprise mother's day phone call for her anyway.... =)
Mummy told me that Papa has booked seats for them at the Italian restaurant at danga bay...supposed to be having brunch there...but she just cancelled it..coz some TV3 crew are there...the whole area of danga bay is PACKED...so i guess they went to some other places....too bad i can't join them...... sigh.... anyway, hope they're having a good time rite now.... =)
Today's also my parents' wedding anniversary....haha. And yeah....i think Papa's gonna bring mummy out for dinner tonite...just the two of them..... how sweet. He always does this during their wedding anniversary....hope the both of them will be having a romantic dinner tonite....heheheh. Mummy must be very relaxed now...coz she's off from work today....and she doesn't have to be in the kitchen today...... obviously coz it's MOTHER'S DAY!
*grins*Had an interesting conversation with mummy over the phone just now....She told me that my sis phoned back home last week, one of the weekdays to tell them that she's now safe in Florida...she's having her holidays now...and she phoned back home around 12 something midnite... and dad picked up her call...and he thought it was ME calling back home...he was still half-awake that time i guess...haha....so blur. =P he panicked for a while coz he thought i have some problems over here... he realized it was my sis who called him when my sis told him that
she's in Florida now.... haha...it's impossible for me to be in Florida rite now rite? i wish i could though....... hehe.
And one more thing mummy revealed to me just now....my sis was the only gal among her frens who wore bikini when they were at Miami Beach, Florida. Gee....din know she's so daring one...only person among her frens who dared to walk along Miami Beach just wearing a bikini... COOL. =) hehe.... well, it's a norm to be wearing bikini walking around the beach in US....it will be abnormal to be wearing a one-piece swimsuit at the beach in US....hahaha...the culture over there is different, so it's not a big deal to be wearing bikini over there....hehe. Wonder when can i only own a nice bikini set.......hmm......
*grins*Cleaned the floor in my room just now...... phew. My new roommate's not here yet....yeah...it's a NEW roommate again....NEW. been sleeping alone and staying alone in my room for the past one week..... had LOTS of privacy though......hehe. Hopefully i'll get used to my new roommate once she moves in......
Plan to change the layout of my blog....i think it's kinda boring to me....i dunno why...i get sick of my own things pretty easily......which is bad of coz....but not all of my things lar.....hehe. So....let me see....i THINK i will change the layout of my blog after my AS exams....when i'm at home using the broadband connection once again...... hehehe. Can't wait man.......
Enough of chilling out....time for me to focus on my ultra thick bible.... sociology by haralambos lar.....haha....
May the Lord bless all mothers on this very special day.....THANK YOU MUMMY!! FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME ALL THIS WHILE....AND THE THINGS YOU'RE GONNA DO FOR ME IN FUTURE..... THANKS A BILLION ZILLION! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!
Tomorrow's mother's day...and i'm stuck right here....in inti!! oh god...
Anyway, everyday's a mother's day...i love my mum everyday....every minute...every second....Awww.... =) love u mummy!! *gives mum a bear hug*
So looking forward to the last day of my AS exams....(3rd of june!!)oh man....can't wait for it to finish...it's torturing me like crazy...it's suffocating me....
Gonna mug my head off for the whole day today...just had my lunch. 1pm rite now...what a boring afternoon. 0_O wonder what should i mug... sociology, econs or law?!?!?!
Just sent a Hallmark mother's day e-card to mummy...hopefully she will receive it...and hopefully she knows how to view it....hehe. It's a sweet card....very cute.... aww.
13 more days to the start of AS. Isn't life wonderful? OH MY.....
It's been practically raining everyday in JB....and there's not a single drop of rain over here in nilai....what the heck.... Currently praying to the Rain God every night before i sleep.... so warm over here...the heat is literally unbearable. Searching for the Rain God....where are you?!
I remember that my dad once told me that it's easier to achieve success nowadays compared to the olden days...as long as you're not too distracted by the things around you...especially the negative ones....then you'll do fine. Just concentrate on what you're doing rite now.... Yup, i totally agree with him. Nowadays, ppl, especially youngsters are easily distracted by all kinds of things....that's why u see a lot of unemployed graduates in our country. Never would i wanna be a part of that statistics.... yeah, just dun get distracted by the negative things around me will do...the only thing i have to do now is to just focus on my AS exams....be well prepared for it...and go for it...once and for all.
beautiful earrings!
Pics i took in one of the heritage hotels in Malacca...
those are birds...swallows to be exact.
aiks...using photobucket to blog now...dunno how come got this feature in photobucket. Anyways, i've just finished my AS mock exams today... the law questions were from a few years of past year papers... were pretty okay though. But din really write very well for the last question on lay personnel coz i was running out of time. SHIT!
Trials are over....
Next up...is the real thing.... the REAL WAR!!! -- AS !!
Dang....still dunno how to resize the pics using photobucket. Anyways, i've removed the pics already coz very untidy. I want a neat blog...where the pics are resized accordingly to the size of my blog. hmmph!
guess...which is the chicken rice ball and which is the fishball?
hopefully the size of the pic is alrite....god bless me...
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Currently facing the AS mock exams......dunno what to say here though....tomorrow's the last paper.... LAW. Lovely.
Something's wrong with the HELLO programme in my computer...can't upload all the pics i took in Malacca...damn. Gonna try using photobucket instead..... hopefully i know how to use it...
I'm stuck here for one freaking whole month.....hai......exams can really kill a person...no joke.
Kinda lazy to continue blogging....my mind is literally empty now.... should be mugging law anyway......
