been busy mugging lately....dun really have the time to blog nowadays....hmm.....which is good of coz, rite? rite? hehe.
just went back home last weekend...to rejuvenate myself...=)
been wanting to put a song into my blog but me have no time rite now...gee.
latest warning :
earthquake in sumatera...8.2 on the richter scale. dun play play. heard that some of the hostel blocks over here can feel the shake....dunno whether true or not...until to the extent that me, being the 'kia si' person went downstairs that very fateful nite... now i know that i really treasure my own life....hahaha...in other words... very 'kia si' !!! =P
recently...my life has turned into some sort of a pattern -> tests, mug, sleep, eat, bathe, online, tests, mug, sleep, eat, bathe, online...oh yah, and read the papers everyday as well. haha. 8th of april is my semester break!! can't wait to go back home again! it's less than 2 weeks away from now.....yipppeee!
not much time left for me to enjoy my cuppa breakfast....better stop staring at this screen anymore...... till the next time....drink more water, people!
Current song that is stuck inside my head for the moment :
Tong Hua by Guang Liang !!!
How i get to know bout the song : Heard about it from
wei jian's blog...=)
How nice is the song :
DAMN nice....it's been such a long long time since i last heard a NICE
chinese song...
Hahaha....guess what...i even found the
Tong Hua MV....and of coz i downloaded it!
*beams*yeah...i've gone crazy already...muahahaha.
oh yah...yesterday the warehouse sale was a HUGE letdown for the 3 of us....sigh. The sizes of the jeans were all above 30.....hai....how to fit? aiyoyo..... and the t-shirts displaying there were all super duper big in size....i guess the sale is for some giants.....can fit 2 thin ppl in one t-shirt man...yea..THAT big...and i'm not pulling ur legs here. Then we were too disappointed that we headed to sunway pyramid instead....haha! Went to bumcity...bought a cute little red handbag from radioactive...and St Ives. Peach Splash Bath Gel.... 50% off leh...hehe.
Went to guardian....( our so-called fave shop, hehe ) bought another shower foam AGAIN..... this time was the Ginvera Real Spa DE-STRESS shower foam...... ya rite....it's for me to DE-STRESS during exam period.....very nice smell....hehehe...=) very satisfied! haha.
Then bought horlicks choc flavour from giant...never tried the new one before...so i grabbed it from the shelf.... will start drinking after my sem break finishes....since it's like only 3 weeks away to my sem break....... yay! can't wait !
oh yah, last but not least, the 3 of us bought the same bag (but different pattern of coz) from a shop at sunway pyramid....hehe! Quite nice though. =) Chose a redish plus a bit of pink bag...u know those shoulder bag i should say....hehe. Wanted to choose blue colour again....but heck, my cupboard is full of blue colour stuff...so better not...that's why i chose other colour besides blue this time.... *all smiles*
I think i've gone crazy already...bought two bags in one day....and two shower foams in one day......OMG! How did this happen to me? Gee.....it's hard to believe though when i ripped open the plastic bags....haha.
Guess i better end here...wanna go to the library to read on
Law Reform... after that got sociology at 12 noon.....
shop as if there's no tomorrow...
shop as if it's ur last day on earth...
i'm addicted to shopping !! help !! it's too addictive !!! and u know what....i'm now currently looking forward to go shopping during the
Great Singapore Sale in s'pore !! haha! Going with
shen jean...we've planned last nite in MSN already...so yeah...will go during june when my AS exams are over..... yipeee!!! can't wait !!
the
shopaholic syndrome is beyond cure for me.......who cares rite? =P
GOING ON A SHOPPING SPREE AT SUMMIT AND SUNWAY PYRAMID TOMORROW!!
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
can't wait...really can't wait!! weee...weet!
finally, mr yee has finished teaching what he's supposed to teach us for this semester for econs. ~PHEW~ Super damn confusing, especially the topic of exchange rate. Studied balance of payments in library this afternoon, not too bad i must say....hehhehehehe.
gee, i'm hungry already and it's not even 7pm yet. I guess i gotta fill my stomach first........
no time for me to blog today....coz gotta mug like crazy tonite so that i won't feel guilty about going on a shopping spree tomorrow ! hehe!
Dooooiinnnggggg........ another day of boredom and full of mugging!
woke up 10 minutes before noon this morning....coz slept late last nite, around 2 something in the morning. Was watching 'Home Run'...the s'pore movie that has won some awards. A very touching and motivating movie i must say. Thumbs up for this movie. It really touched my heart. And yeah...it teaches us many rare values in life that we must all possess.... DETERMINATION is one of them. =)
I guess that movie somehow did motivate me to mug though....coz have been mugging econs since morning until now. Did switch on the computer for a while...but not more than half an hour. A great achievement for me today, really gotta proudly declare this...haha. In life, we have to be determined...gotta have a clear vision of our goal...then only we are motivated to work towards it...to have the determination to achieve our goals. Without goals, life is meaningless...Without motivations, life doesn't have a purpose... Gotta be determined on what you wanna achieve before u start anything... so yeah... be determined guys...
Wonder how many of u have watched 'Home Run' before? hmm....i really wonder. Once again, it IS a good movie. Go buy the vcd or dvd if you have the money. If not, just download it from any search engines. How many of us doesn't have the money to buy shoes? How many of us own more than 5 pairs of shoes, some even to the extent of over 50 pairs? How many of us stop to think that there are many other people outside there who are so poor that they couldn't even afford a pair of school shoes? How many of us buy shoes just to add numbers to our shoes collection when it is already 20 pairs of shoes? Think....think.....i guess it's time for we human beings to reflect on our lifestyle, our spending habit, our 'shopaholic' attitude..........
Sometimes, we ought to spare some thought for other people who are not as fortunate as we are. There is always inequality existing in this world. Inequality in almost every aspects you can think of. Inequality IS inevitable. There's no way we human beings can abolish inequality. Then again, we could try our best to reduce inequality among human beings. Try to think about the people who couldn't afford to buy shoes the next time you go shopping for another redundant pair of shoes. Just try.
Coming back to reality, human beings are ALWAYS greedy. ALWAYS. Even I, for instance can't resist to buy things that i knew i wouldn't be using at all. That's human nature. Can't avoid it. And this human nature makes me wanna visit the warehouse sale for branded stuff such as levi's, quiksilver, billabong, nike, DKNY, adidas, calvin klein, blah blah blah...at The Summit in Subang Jaya next tuesday! the sale is until 30th march, which means it's still on! and they're offering generous discounts of up to 90% ! can u imagine how excited i was when i was reading the advertisement few days back? Heck. Greedy me. Some more the branded stuffs include new arrivals! what a bargain, isn't it? Me, angeline and gillian have confirmed to go to that warehouse sale next tuesday.... can't wait man.... =P
yeah...that's me...the forever greedy me. can't resist small temptations like warehouse sale....aiks! how am i gonna be able to resist bigger temptations in future? god.....
better stop crapping already.....time for me to bury my head into my econs book right now. Mr. Anderton....here i come!
Not going to PWTC tomorrow anymore coz gillian's not going. Too bad. Anyway, there's another same fair during august...so yar...will go during august when we are having our semester break.
Socio class ended early for us today...1 hour earlier than normal. But then, the lecturer questioned me again, asking me what were the reasons that i did badly in the last test to the extent of writing
PATHETIC essays. yeah, look carefully peeps, it's
PATHETIC. can't really find the reason to it...can't really find any explanation for it. Just told him that i din put enough effort in the test, din prepare a lot for the test, in other words...
I AM STILL SLACKING!!but then again, i've been
mugging lately. No naps in the afternoon...and always having sleepless nights. sigh. something seems to be missing in my life and i dunno what that thing is! help me...can somebody help me? I need to go back home...i need my parents...i need to pray...i need to go to church...i need motivation....i need to
recondition my whole self....
suddenly i realized that something's really
missing in my life...sigh. just couldn't figure it out right now. my mind is jumbled up with econs, sociology and law stuff. How do u expect me to think straight? How to not have an unsound mind rite? hai....
okok...i better dun sound so
depressed here...but i think...let me repeat...i think i'm sort of in a depressing mood right now. although i do laugh and smile with my frens and classmates everyday...but deep down inside my heart, there's something missing in my life...and i dunno what is that. hai....human beings can be so
complicated until they themselves don't even know what they are thinking about or trying to do to themselves. My heart seems to be yearning for something... a place where it is calm, peaceful and tranquil enough to rest in peace i guess. so that my mind will stop thinking about other things...and stop flying all around the place.
giddens is waiting for me right now to read him. (FYI, it's a sociology BOOK) My favourite is
Haralambos though...haha. but i'm trying and forcing myself to read giddens, what the........
oh yah, i'm now at the
library using their computers in the multimedia room typing out this blog. Just for a change of environment......gee...that's lame, isn't it? Time for me to stop blogging now i guess....and yeah, i agree that blogging is a way to destress....one of the most ideal ways to
destress in fact....=)
Mugging and
blogging are part of my life right now. Though i prefer the latter. =P
k...better stop
procrastinating any further....time for me to get my ass off this chair and my eyes off this screen....
no time for me to chill out already...time is too precious.... time is too precious......awwwwww...
The internet connection over here
SUCKS like anything!!! grrrrrr!!
damn...gotta wait forever for a page to load. Freaking slow. Wonder why it is still called a BROADBAND connection. feeling so frustrated right now...just becoz of this damn internet connection over here at inti hostel. damn.
Am supposed to reply my boo's letter...but just look at this...i can't even load the hotmail page!!! OMG! damn inti. damn internet. damn connection. argh!
I had enough of waiting in my life already and yet..i still have to wait and wait and wait and wait for just a stupid internet connection to be a little bit more faster. Damn. Wasting lots of my precious time waiting man. Why couldn't the internet connection here be a BIT more faster? Why? Why? Tell me why.
Miss home a lot right now when i look at the internet connection speed right now. Aww. I miss my broadband connection at home. Simply just can't live without it man. Unlike the 'broadband' connection here, it sucks...TOTALLY!
there's an UK Education Fair 2005 going on at PWTC, KL this saturday, will be going with angeline, gillian and azah (me classmates). hopefully azah's dad can fetch us go lor, hehe...then can save on transportation fee. =P Yeah, going forward to going to the fair this coming saturday..... cool.
time for me to do my laundry now. i just hate it. hate it. hate it..............
ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!Econs is driving me nuts, and i do mean it. So damn confusing, sometimes don't even know what the lecturer is saying....=( OMG...but then...the confusing part is for A2 exams...not the coming A2 exams in May. Phew..... will get my chance to worry like nuts for A2 exams later...for now it's best for me to focus on AS first...
My marks for the last sociology test was
TERRIBLE...
TOO terrible in fact.... =( mr. callistus was saying something like this : "Uh huh...what happened to those that i've expected to get A in the actual exams? Huh Yina? Huh Gillian ? " Yeah...i know i did badly this time...very very badly in fact...well, i admit that i din really prepare
THAT much for the test...can only blame myself. Had a sociology test again today...hopefully it will be
SLIGHTLY better than the previous one.... pls...
For Econs AS level exam, i can only make 5 miserable mistakes for the objective questions...which means...must get 25 out of 30 questions CORRECTLY. For paper 2, i've gotta score at least 27 out of 40 marks for the data response question and the essay question. Sounds easy though...but heck, it isn't that easy when u see the exam papers ok...Anyway, will try my very best...dun worry, i'm halfway through mugging my econs...
Gotta do
much more reading on
sociology...although i admit that i do feel
sleepy after reading a few pages of that
ultra thick bible. No choice. Pray for me guys.
There's a law test on sentencing again tomorrow. Every day is all about tests, tests and tests. It's a way of life. =P
I LOVE TESTS!!! ( p.s. dun puke ok)
Hah...i'm going crazy soon...better stop blogging here if not i'll sprout more nonsense here....
MUGGING TIME for
yina right now....don't you ever wanna go near her.......
The weather's getting hotter and hotter nowadays.....yikes.
Nearly slept naked last nite....gosh.
Been reading a self-help/motivational book lately...
'The 7th floor ain't too high for angels to fly' by John M. Eades, PhD. A very enlightening book...this marvelous book is filled with insightful stores that can create positive change in the lives of readers. This book has certainly reached my heart. They touch the heart of each of us because we all have shared similar experiences in our lives. This book is
A MUST ! So people, do go and look out for this book if possible.
Recently, i'm kinda addicted or should i say....hooked on to 'Desperate Housewives'. Recommended by my boo. =) It's interesting, exciting and has a sense of humour. I too, would like to recommend 'Desperate Housewives' to all people who are reading my blog right now. It's on channel 5... thank god i can dl it here...right here at my hostel....=P
Got a sociology test tomorrow, covering
ALL the AS syllabus. Wish me luck guys. i need tons of it. Currently drinking an instant mushroom soup for
LATE breakfast while blogging now. Not too bad, i mean the taste of the mushroom soup. Still, i prefer the campbell mushroom soup.
Hostel life really sucks....it sucks like anything! I would never never ever wanna stay in a hostel anymore when i get into uni. NEVER EVER. Hostel life is so unhappening. I need to go to a place where life is so happening and the people there are so sporting. I HAVE TO. Right now, looking forward to uni life.... can't imagine i'm gonna enter my first year of uni next year..
Gotta mug sociology after lunch later...AGAIN. Mugging is an on-going process, it will never ever stop. NEVER. It's my life. I chose this kinda life...so i better (keeping my fingers crossed) not regret it... i must only mug... can't slack... can't daydream... can't let my mind fly away...
Enough of my ramblings here... time for me to go out for lunch.
^Life's like this^ We just gotta accept it...
SPM results are finally out today!
Heck...that's none of my business anyway. But hey...looking back exactly one year ago...it WAS my business as exactly one year back ago, i received my SPM results. yeah..it was a very terrifying moment...full of anticipation and nervousness...almost exploded when i saw my results. Well...my results wasn't too good...but it wasn't too bad either. hehe...
Top scorer in the country hails from SMK Ulu Tiram, Johor Bahru this year...a Malay girl by the name of Nur Amalina. An all-rounded achiever. Thumbs up for her. 17A1s for all 17 subjects....that's no joke man. Total respect from me to her. Come to think of it, SPM wasn't THAT tough, as compared to my current a-level exams. life gets tougher and tougher when we move further and further... we can't change this...it's part of life. From the online version of NST, Nur Amalina can concentrate very well if there's noise around her, be it the radio or the TV. Well, each and everyone of us has our own style of studying...so...it's nothing strange anyway....hehehe. once again, would like to congratulate all those who scored brilliantly for this year's SPM.......
Aim for the moon....if you can't get the moon, at least you'll fall among the stars....
My aim for my a-levels is 3As....gotta believe in myself....i can do it....i can do it.... i can do it!!!!!
Recap about yesterday :
Had econs class from 8am to 10am. Went to
midvalley with Gillian straightaway after class. Spent the whole day at midvalley until 8pm. Watched Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events. Was quite nice though. Bought a pair of
jeans from
padini authentics and a blue-strips
sling bag from
tropicana life. Satisfied after shopping. Went back to hostel and reached my room at 10pm. Overall, it WAS a great day.
In
Lemoney Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events, starring Jim Carry who plays the role of Count Olaf, the uncle to the three children (Violet, Claus and Sunny) whom their parents just perished in a fire together with their whole mansion. Sad yet touching plot. The story tells us that we gotta be prepared for all the uncertainties that can occur in our lifetime. In other words, life is unpredictable, full of uncertainties, and the road is bumpy ahead for almost everyone of us. These are the tasks that we human beings must go through with determination and strength. And yes, throughout our life, there's always someone as mean and heartless as Count Olaf in the movie. Nevertheless, the three brilliant children still managed to get away from Count Olaf, they even taught him a lesson! Violet has an incredible ability to invent anything around her by tying up her hair, Claus ( the middle child ) has an incredible brain that can store everything that he reads, yup, he loves reading and can read for the whole day. As for the youngest child, Sunny, she can bite everything around her which somehow makes her special. All in all, i enjoyed the movie although it's quite a miserable movie. It tells us that not everything we see is happy and good in life...we will experience many unfortunate and unpredictable events in life...somehow.
Yeah, so...i gotta be prepared for the worst...always try ur
best but be prepared for the worst. That's what i always tell to myself.
Today...woke up late. Attended sociology class....mr. callistus somehow kept on picking on me....kept on shooting me with TONS of questions without even bothering to call other ppl's name except mine! In class, i was like : "Oh no...not me again...arrghh." Can't even answer the simplest question correctly and i can tell that he's not happy with me... and yes, i admit i'm not studying thoroughly yet...as in i'm not studying with ALL my effort and soul yet. That's why...from his eyes, i can sense it...that he's disappointed with my performance today and i know he does expect a lot from me. So....yeah...this is my
wake-up call for me. Will make it a point to study HARD...and i do mean it this time...DAMN hard from today onwards... no more slacking anymore....no more day-dreaming.... no more lazing around like a pig.... and sleep lesser if possible....
Am currently
disappointed and
embarressed with myself....due to how little i had been revising all this while. Shame on me. =( Till then, hope today's lecture is really a wake-up call for me.... today's the 9th of March already...not much time left for me. AS trials are after my semester break...which starts on the 3rd of May....omg, which means i have less than 2 month's time to go before my trials start! trials are important as well...although the actual AS is much more important...still, gotta be prepared...... no more time wastage....time for me to mug law....got test on sentencing tomorrow........
life's tough.............
very tough.
Hurray!! I'm back at home in JB once again!! =D
Yesterday's was mum's birthday...went to city square for dinner at nite...had sudanese food...after that went to secret recipe to buy 3 slices of cake, we bought choc cheese, chilled blueberry cheese and choc indulgence.... yummy! then we bought the cakes to starbucks...coz we wanna drink starbucks since we got that 'BUY 1 FREE 1' coupons...haha! yeah...so we sat down in starbucks...ordered our drinks...and indulged in the secret recipe cakes.....totally heaven! ^^
today woke up at 10 something...coz was forced to wake up by san san...she called me...telling me that we're going to city square at 12 something later (cs again?!). me, kayyin and 33 will be going there later...hehe...miss going out with them...A LOT. =) gonna celebrate 33's birthday for her....and it seems that kayyin wanna watch sepet? hahahaha...we shall see later..hehe...can't wait to meet up with them man...
Gee...i'll be out the whole day today...until at nite... well... i guess i should make it a point to REALLY study at home after i come back home later at nite...yeah...i must... got homework to do oso...some more brought back econs textbook and a sociology book to study...din even go and touch them...yikes!
* feels guilty*dad and mum will be fetching me to kayyin's house later...so yeah...one of them (either 33 or kayyin) will be driving to cs....haha. k lar...better end here...wanna finish reading today's papers first before i step out of the house...haha....
Live each day as though it is your last, and someday you'll know it's right.it's time for me to chill out! muahahaha...
cheers...
Don't Get Mad, Get Yina.
That's MY slogan for my name. Heck. What a weird slogan, isn't it? Got this website thru my bulletin board in frenster. haha...lame.
Anyway, it's 4.30pm right now...classes just ended for me at 4pm. Had classes from 8am to 12noon..and then 2pm to 4pm. one word -> TERRIBLE. My classmate, Azah fetched me and niak out for lunch just now...we went off campus. And yeah...we had western food at this restaurant called Mama Chops and Papa Grills. cute name isn't it? haha. I had fish and chips...and a jumbo-size watermelon juice! wahhhhhh....after the lunch, i was like...damn freaking full man! due to the jumbo-size watermelon juice!! Almost half-dead man. couldn't even walk straight after that meal. hahaha...
Nearly dozed off during the sociology class this morning...mr. callistus was explaining about the various theories on race and ethnicity. yeah..he's doing revision with us. It's the toughest topic among all the topics so far I THINK. He was talking about the Malaysian History. Ultra boring man... heard him mentioning the names of Hang Li Po, some prince's name, and blah blah blah...and yeah...Hang Li Po wasn't a princess...although everyone named her as PUTERI Hang Li Po...but in reality, she's not a princess...she's a concubine. yeah...can be considered as an factual evidence.
wonder why i'm always freezing in the lecture rooms nowadays although my sweater is with me all the time...hmmm.... it's like the opposite when i step out of the learning resource centre. It's bloody hot outside man...while the learning resource centre is like freezing cold...like an igloo i must say. Damn freaking cold. Really respect those girls who put make up and all sort of girlish stuff who wear ultra mini skirts and strapless tops or even bareback tops. Heck. Don't you guys feel the icy cold at all? Well...maybe i'm cold-blooded...my body temperature changes with the environment....who knows rite?
Guess i should go off now and take a shower. One thing i should feel happy about today is that...
I'M GOING BACK HOME TOMORROW !!
IT'S FRIDAY !! wooooooo.... hooo!! =) k lar...i know that's pretty lame of me....hehehehehehe....=P
gonna change my blog's music soon...give me some time...will change it tomorrow when i'm back in my comfortable and cozy house...till then....remember to chill out when u think u need to....tata!!
concentrating on taking pics of myself instead of focusing on the lectures.
smiling....A BIT...took this during sociology class by myself without the lecturer's notice.
trying to smile a little bit...
sien look...due to the boredom i'm facing here...
