Sunday morning....how lovely it is! =) Oh...just look at the sun shining SOOOOO brightly outside there....makes me feel so HOT!
Once again, it's the month for cancerians like me! =D Crabs are all over the place...muahahhaa. Talking crap, being crabby......hehehe. Anyway, got this horoscope thingy from the july issue of seventeen magazine....here it goes :
CANCER GIRL.....You're tenacious, sensitive, and thoughtful.SPECIAL TRAIT.....You put your family first.YOUR LITTLE SECRET......You can be very materialistic.BEST MATCHES.....Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces.BEST AVOIDED......Aries, Sagittarius, Aquarius.You always feel like you're carrying the problems of the world on your shoulders. But this month you'll let go of all of that pressure and have fun. Controlling Saturn leaves your sign on the 16th, making it the perfect time to let loose and throw a party. It will be an event people will be talking about for a long time.Ahh...well...i dunno what's my point in typing all these horoscope things out in my blog when i rarely or never believe in them. Hah. Crap.
Going for the IntiBall on this coming friday, 1st of july. The annual prom event of Inti College. Angeline's gonna be my prom date....HAHAHA! Among my classmates, only Azfa, Me, Angeline and Audrey are going for the prom...the rest are not as happening/sporting as us.......haha..=P Well, too bad my baby isn't here...if not he'll definitely gonna be my prom date...FOR SURE...haha... Anyways, i dunno what to expect out of this prom though....just wanna go experience and enjoy myself....=) Actually what i like most is the dressing up part....hahaha....still thinking of what type of hairstyle i want.....hehe. oh yeah...and the make-up part since i rarely get to use make-up in my life....hehe.
Slept too much recently....due to unforeseen circumstances. That's why i THINK i have neglected my sociology bible. Sigh. I must...i must...i must finish reading religion by tonite...by hook or by crook...i MUST!
*chanting away like a mad woman*My current account is in deficit rite now....spent TOO MUCH for the last one whole week...gee. Let me see what i've spent altogether....
2 law books (law of contract and law of torts) : RM99.75Prom dress ( white in colour from metrojaya) : RM109.90Light pink coloured shawl (from midvalley) : RM 19.90Beaded necklace (white in colour from midvalley) : RM9.90Seventeen magazine : RM6.00Total spending :
RM245.45 *faints*Still short of hand accesories such as bangles or bracelets...and a nice evening bag that goes well with my dress....and a pair of elegant white coloured heels.....i need
$$$!!! Before i get the money, i must try to ask around to see if anyone of my friends has one of those things that i desperately need for the prom. Going for a prom can be very, very troublesome and taxing....especially for a person like me who rarely uses make-ups or even wear high heels...i'm not those girly-girly type of girl who can die for anything under the sun that has the colour PINK in it....YUCKS. Anyhow, i have to behave and dress more femininely for this prom since well...it is the only event where u can dress to kill. Also not forgetting that this is my last year in inti...that's why i wanna go for the prom...haha. Gotta live life to the fullest....muahaha.
Hmm....finally i'm able to post something here. I miss blogging. Really. Got some minor problems about my IE recently, that's why i can't blog! ARGH! hopefully it'll be fine from now onwards...for good i hope.
*keeping my fingers crossed*Anyway, i'm learning new stuff in sociology...RELIGION. Seems easy eh? but hell no! It's more complicated than you can ever imagine. Religion can make ur head spin like nobody's business. I can swear. The 3 main religions we must know in sociology is Judaism, Christianity and Islam. These 3 are always in some conflict with one another. The never-ending battle on earth. Period.
Callistus has been talking about Judaism in class this afternoon...and it seems like greek to me. GEE. Yeah, i know nothing about Judaism. Shame on me.
*slaps own cheek*That's why i think i REALLY need to come online and surf for things about Judaism so that at least i know SOMETHING about it. Dun like to feel dumb in class anymore. Bleh.
Another important aspect we must know bout religion is the differences between a church, a denomination, a sect and a cult. If anyone of u who are reading my blog now wants to know bout about such 'chim' stuff, pls refer to Sociology Themes and Perspectives, 5th edition by Haralambos and Holborn. Enough said.
Oh yah, i think i did mention in my previous post that Irwin bought me my
favourite Tommy Hilfiger's True Star fragrance, didn't i? hehehe. It was a birthday present for me although my birthday is next month. Once again, in case i forgot to mention about it....would like to dedicate this blog to Irwin..my baby!! =D Thank you sooooooo muchie!! yum yum! hehe. True Star is a delicious fragrance indeed....hehehehe...
Tomorrow's friday....end of the weekdays....so fast....time flies.....everything seems to be moving soooooo fast around me....seems like i have to really grow up...FAST. Sigh. How nice if i could be like Peter Pan, the boy who never grows up. Guess this fairy tale would never happen in real life...i can only dream about it...
As for Law, i'm learning about law of torts...interesting BUT tough. ELS is still the simplest among the rest of the law topics. Just bought two law books (law of torts, law of contract) from the inti bookstore this afternoon during lunch time...very good books..thank god they gave us a discount. Phew. Law books are never cheap. I guess that is why lawyers tend to charge a very high consultation fee or litigation fee when they have their law degrees. Hmm.....
Feeling kinda constipated now...dunno y. guess i should eat MORE fruits....hehe. Well then, time for me to stop blogging although my fingers can't stop typing.... my bro booked the latest harry potter book from Popular already...he's gonna get the book on 16th july....hurray! but i guess i have to wait till the end of my A2 exams only i can touch the book....coz i have to do TONS of readings for A2!!!!! That's the agony of having to face major exams like the A-level examination. My choice, anyway. =P
Last day at home...last day of holidays...boohooo..... Actually i'm kinda excited to go back to college...hahah....i dunno why though....i think it's becoz we're gonna learn new things starting from tomorrow onwards...no more sociological theories, no more ELS, no more AS econs, no more methodologies..... YAY!!! A brand new start..... hehe.
It's 7.11pm rite now...still waiting for choon wei to come to my house and fetch me.... bet he's still enjoying his 'family dinner'.... lolz. Guess i'll be reaching my hostel around 11 something at nite....hopefully can reach there before 12 midnight....hehe.
yeah, truly enjoyed life to the fullest during the last 2 weeks....am truly grateful and blessed to be having holidays like this....=D Gotta eat a bit of dinner now....my dad insisted...hai... k lar...till then, will be blogging in nilai tomorrow...... chill out!!
Below are the pics i took from tioman..thanks to shen jean's digicam! =) Enjoy!
the kids..holding on tightly on a rope attached to a speedboat..
'stranded' in the middle of the ocean. =P
beeeaaaauuuuttifuuul, isn't it?
ahh....romantic and gorgeous sunset...=)
my parents...and their frens...
snorkelling...
my mum took this pic for us..haha!
me and shen jean!!
say cheese!
shen jean!! hehe
tioman island a.k.a pulau tioman !
Hmm....finally i'm free enough to write a blog.... phew.... =)
My life has been quite happening since last thursday..... haha! Went to Pulau Tioman on thursday morning....woke up at 4.30am!! freaking early man.... but still managed to wake up coz we were all looking forward to that island trip....hehe! Going to an island for a holiday is always a rejuvenating experience for the body and soul....
*winks* i simply love going to islands.....A LOT! dunno why i'm so in love with islands....hehehehe....love the sandy beach....love the cool sea breeze....love sitting on the speedboat while enjoying the scenic view of the whole island.... love the hot sun.... love getting a tan....love snorkelling.... love swimming lazily in the sea.... love lying on the beach.... love sun-bathing...... ahhhhhhhhh.......really felt as though i was in heaven...hehe..=P
took pics....shen jean brought her digicam along....thanks to her! =D During this trip to tioman island...we tried scuba diving!! haha....it was superb man!! damn fun...damn cool....damn interesting! wah.... i was basically freaked out when the diving master took me underwater for the very first time...i panicked....but i was calm enough to not abandon the whole scuba diving experience....hehe. I told myself that i have to do it....and yes..i did! =D so happy man...hehe...what a great sense of achievement..muahahhaha. And yes, the scuba diving equipments were basically heavy like hell...was so heavy that i was walking like a penguin towards the beach....haha. After experiencing scuba diving for the very first time in my life, i plan to get a diving license when i'm older....or maybe soon? hehehehe.... when the time comes, i will get a diving license...for sure! hehe....it's so beautiful underwater...so calm....so peaceful...can really experience real tranquility there.... =)
Snorkelling was fun too....although this wasn't my first time snorkelling.... there were like hundreds...or even thousands of fishes surrounding us man.... we fed the fishes with bread...that's why...haha... very colourful....both the fishes and the coral reefs....Too bad we don't have a camera that can take pics in the water..haha.
The food was great.....had seafood for every meal....hehe...lots of fish, prawns and sotongs! Some of them went fishing, including my bro. I din go fishing coz to me fishing is a VERY boring activity....guess i just dun have the patience to wait for the fish to eat my bait..haha. Me and shen jean went canoeing...our canoe din capsize...haha! luckily! =P At night, we played cards with the rest of them....and my bro and shen jean taught me how to play a bit of mahjong! hehe....but i dun really like playing mahjong leh....haha...wonder how come kayyin can be so addicted to it....=P On saturday nite, we had bbq dinner....got lamb chop...haha....jen was like the chef there..haha...coz he was helping out with the bbq...whereas the lazy ones like me..was just sitting down and happily eating away like nobody's business..... =D Had A LOT of bbq prawns..haha..so nice...the prawns were like ...so big!! shiok!
As for the adults (mind you, i'm STILL a teenager ok), the men played pool...there's a pool table there...haha...can't imagine there's a pool table there when there's no hp network coverage...Anyways, yeah..they played pool...told lots of funny jokes to make everyone laugh...chatted...and the funniest thing of all was that...my dad and another of his classmate was competing against each other...doing some sort of exercise where they bent their knees by going up and down...( i hope u guys can comprehend this coz i'm not good at describing this). Everyone laughed their hearts out....literally. Hehe...was damn damn funny man...hahahaah... my dad and his classmates are really a wacky bunch of people man...can do silly and crazy stuff...haha.
I'm darker now....and i'm satisfied...happy! haha... at least i'm not THAT fair or pale or white anymore.....phew...=P I've always wanted a tan...a nice tan i mean...hopefully it'll stay as long as possible lor...my bro said my skin looks a bit dull now...yalar...quite lar...but i still dun care...haha..i like the colour of my skin now! =D
*all smiles*Went to s'pore on sunday...the following day after i just came back from tioman... spent a nite at siew wern's uncle's house...together with yu chii...=) Had a great time with them....although i din bring money to shop...haha. And yeah...finally can meet my baby in s'pore! =D Went to his new room in dover...not bad...at least nicer than the previous one...and some more got air-cond...=P He's soooo sweet....spent time with me although he has undone work....aww....ain't he sweet?
*muacks baby!* Then we went to bugis junction to meet siew wern and yu chii....accompanied him to shop at cold storage for a while coz he wanted to buy some food stuff...after that we parted coz he's going back to his room to do his work...then yu chii, siew wern and me went to centrepoint and johnlittle to shop...din buy anything...walked and walked...until we reached Plaza Singapura...shopped around there for a while...all of us were like too tired to walk already...so we headed back to siew wern's uncle's house at kovan... NICE HOUSE...landed property...RICH UNCLE...haha....=P
the following day, woke up b4 8am coz siew wern gotta rush to poly....so yu chii and me went to bedok to have breakfast...and then went to her jc to collect her a-level cert...then we shopped around bedok....things were cheap there...but again, i din bring enough money...so yeah..can only look at the things around me...haha...after that we went to queensway... i bought this Garnier facial wash there...jb doesn't sell this brand u see...so i wanna try out this brand..and that's why i bought it...and yeah...bought Straits Times as well...really broke my record this time..coz i spent the least money in s'pore...haha. Only bought Garnier facial wash and Straits Times....must really congratulate myself already..haha....
Today...went out again..hehe..with shen jean...went to cs...coz i wanna watch Mr and Mrs Smith starring Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt!!!
*drools* Brad Pitt is soooooooo handsome.....!!! And yeah, Angelina Jolie is very very very pretty and sexy as well....simply love her dreamy eyes......hehe. Sat at the 2nd row coz too many ppl already....due to the fact that today's movie day....so yeah..no choice...haha.. after the movie, we walked around cs...to shop for bag coz shen jean wanted to buy a bag....after much consideration, she bought a very very lovely Roxy backpack which is black in colour...the words are white and pink in colour....very striking...very nice!! No doubt, the price of that Roxy bag was also very 'nice' as well...hahahaha....rich gal lar u....=P
Had so much fun since last thursday...hahhaa...very tired now...i think i dun have the energy to blog further....need to sleep now...coz tomorrow have to wake up early coz i'm going to s'pore with kayyin!!...yeah...going to s'pore...AGAIN!! haha..my third time going to s'pore during this 2-week break...hehe...i dun mind...haha...time to catch my beauty sleep....... ciao! To all readers out there, try to enjoy your life to the fullest ok? coz you won't know what will gonna happen to u tomorrow.... so try not to worry too much about the future...
*winks*
"Collide" by Howie DayThe dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here I lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find You and I collide
You finally find You and I collide
You finally find You and I collide...
Beeeeeaaaaaauuuutttiful song, isn't it? Love the lyrics...A LOT...damn meaningful i must say...especially the chorus part "even the best fall down sometimes, even the stars refuse to shine..." In life, there are ups and downs... life isn't perfect at all. The imperfections of life will make us more human....make us to learn from our mistakes....so that we could mould ourselves to become a better person... So we gotta be mentally prepared to face the disappointments and failures in life....To fail in life doesn't mean you're a total failure, you're a total failure if u refuse to stand up all over again...
So we must all remember that nothing in this world in perfect....NOTHING. We gotta face all the imperfections in life bravely...we must. Human beings are given this task to make all imperfections to be perfections in life... tough huh? No doubt, we can't change our destiny to a certain extent...accept it...face it....reality is CRUEL...it HURTS so much that you don't even know that your heart is silently crying away..... which draw me to this conclusion : We are all VULNERABLE creatures...who are trying very hard to be strong, to be brave.....
Wanna change my blog layout....but until now i still can't find a blogskin that i love very much....it's so hard to find THE blogskin that i want/love. Similarly, it's so hard to find what we REALLY want in life... Being a fickle-minded person myself, i face difficulties when it comes to small matters like choosing which sandals i want, what brand i want, which design i want, and the list goes on.... to making decisions...... It's bad....can make the ppl around me to be frustrated and irritated becoz of this characteristic of mine.... it's time to change myself for the better i guess....
Went shopping at CS and Zon today.... Saw this wallet in CS today...very nice...black in colour, i like it..... so mum bought for me....Roxy brand...cool. Wanted to buy Billabong wallet....love those billabong wallets SO MUCH..... but it's expensive...so din buy....bought Roxy instead...=)
Yesterday went to s'pore with dad and jen.... bought a pair of shorts and a pair of sandals from teva. Love them. Can't get enough of s'pore.... i still wanna shop...shop...and shop...shop till i drop....
Retail therapy....can really cure a person when one is feeling down..... hmm...the power of retail therapy....currently listening to sun yan zi.....somehow her voice can soothe my mind....there's something unique in her voice.... as though she can reach out to her audience...... ahh....'tian hei hei'.... beautiful song.
Oh yah, bought a light orange coloured swimming suit today... was cheap that's why i bought it. Heehee. It's a one-piece suit...coz my one-piece suit in nilai is kinda tight...so bought this new one.
Going to Tioman Island this thursday.... can't wait.... dad told us that we have to leave our house at 5am....coz the boat leaves for Tioman Island at 7am.... gotta be early so that we won't miss the boat... can't wait.... can't wait to leave this city....can't wait to escape from reality....where i can just let my hair down....enjoy the sea breeze....enjoy the sandy beaches.... enjoy the crystal clear water.... sun-bathing..... ahhhhh..... a paradise is waiting for me to enter it..... and i'm glad i'm having this chance to visit Tioman Island once again after so many donkey years.....
I simply LOVE beaches....islands....and stuff like this. LOVE sun-bathing..... LOVE snorkelling.... LOVE swimming....LOVE sun-tanning.... At first i plan to buy a bottle of sun-tan lotion...but mummy said i cannot buy, sigh. just TOO BAD... gonna get one bottle of sun-tan lotion without my mum's notice the next time....i must..hehe.
Heard this song from Perfect 10 just now.... fell in love with this song immediately.....=) It's Collide by Howie Day.... go dl it if you guys are free.... it's a great track....
Sigh, feels so tired today...although i slept quite a lot...slept until 11.30am today.... mummy was shocked to see me sleeping like this.... well, couldn't sleep well last nite...that's why lor....suddenly i think i'm REALLY getting old......which is bad of coz...why oh why....i wanna stay young as long as possible.....which is quite impossible somehow....hai...so contradicting....duh, i'm crapping again....bad habit of mine....
Guess i should stay at home these few days before i go to Tioman Island....wanna reserve some energy for the trip to Tioman. Sounds so much like an old woman, huh? Kayyin phoned me up on sunday morning....but too bad i went to s'pore with dad already....dunno when can only meet up with them.....hmm......still got lots of things waiting for me to do......and still got lots of things that i want and plan to do.....
Although the Retail Therapy did work for me somehow, i appeared to be happy on the outside...but deep down on the inside (my heart), i'm not a bit happy at all. I'm upset. I feel down. Disappointed. Well, the reason for this is due to my personal matters...gotta keep it private here....would not wanna elaborate further on this. Just don't ask.
Haven't even read today's papers yet....no mood to read oso.....dunno why...maybe becoz i'm on holidays now? or maybe becoz of other things? i dunno.... i need to cheer up....i have to.... i must....It's abnormal for me to feel like this when my holidays are just starting......that's why...i have to cheer up...by any means....i must.
HOLIDAYS....i simply love this word....ahhhh....such a beautiful word....my favourite word.... feels so happy deep down inside my heart whenever this word is related to me.... =D
Yup, currently on holidays rite now.....*smacks own forehead to see whether i'm dreaming or not* Ahhhh.....it's real...it's true...i'm REALLY on holidays!! haha! And yes, i'm back at home....in JB.... feels sooooooooo syiok.... sooooo blessed to be back at home after one whole month of inhuman treatment and endless amount of stress from the Cambridge Examination Board. Haha. Feels like i've not been in jb for a year....=P Feels kinda high coz my holidays just started today...hehe!
Going out with my baby later....He wants to watch Star Wars III u see....well, surprisingly, i'm willing to watch Star Wars with him when i know nothing about Star Wars....hehe. Won't have any regrets watching Star Wars with him coz he's my baby mar.....=) Just too bad that i cannot go to CS at nite to catch the 7pm show....so now we have to go to Leisure Mall to catch the 12.20pm show instead.....aww...but i'm still happy...coz i can finally go out with my baby! and yes...due to the fact that i'm on holidays as well...gagaga...
Hmm...it's 10.54am rite now...guess i better get ready first.....hehe....
Back from kl...spent 6 days there...with my uncle's family....2 adults, 1 indonesian maid, and 3 adorable kids. Spent most of my time mugging econs and watching their astro...HBO, StarMovies, Channel V, MTV, 8TV..... too bad...cannot use the internet there..boohoo! that's why i'm here... in angeline's room once again...using her computer to online!! hehe.... thanks angeline! You're really an angel...hehehe. =P
Been eating the maid's cooking when i was staying at my uncle's place...er...it's not delicious...but still can eat....i miss mummy's cooking A LOT rite now!! Awww!
Oh yah, i managed to watch the finals of American Idol...Carrie won... well, i have no comments here...but i enjoyed watching the finals of American Idol....at least i find it entertaining enough for me. Hee.
Went to The Curve, Ikea and Ikano Power Centre during the weekends....The Curve is quite a nice place to shop i must say.....noticed this brand from Australia called 'Cult'. Nice clothes...nice designs...something like Roxy.... LOVELY...but then i've got no money with me that time...boohoo...On the brighter side, there's Marche in M'sia!!! i was like 'wow'...when i saw Marche at The Curve....well, my uncle din bring us there for dinner lar...haha...we went to the swedish cafe at Ikea instead....had my favourite swedish meatballs! Yum...yum..
Finally bought seventeen mag....=) Finished reading the mag in one whole nite.....can't resist to flip thru the pages....too tempting already... this month's issue features mostly on well...BIKINIS!! Actually i felt like owning a bikini long long time ago...haha..just that i dun have the guts to wear it in public...yet. haha. =P Some bikinis are really really cool i must say..... *drools* ...but first of all, i must tone up and build up my body first, hehe! =P
Been missing home and my family a lot recently....dunno why.... guess i have nth to do besides mugging, that's why....my thoughts tend to drift away easily whenever i'm tired or sick of studying......hai...anyway, will be going back home this coming FRIDAY! so near...yet so far....hmm...
No mood to mug econs today... dunno why....hai......will try to get into the mood to mug econs later after this when i go back to my room...i must! i really must! ARGH!!!!
Angeline's revising her econs now....making me feel damn guilty only. Yikes! Dunno why i feel like such a lazy bum nowadays.....hai... ok lar...angeline's been asking me how come i haven't finished blogging yet....better end here.... till then...for those of u who are away from home....try to get urself occupied ya...so that you won't miss home too much until it hurts........
buhbyez....
